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Dream pov:

I take a glance at George and my heart aches

This is the worst feeling i get...when i see George upset and so hopeless

I don't even know what to say...but i feel like he doesn't want to hear anything right now

The whole ride back George has been holding back his tears and shakily breathing

We arrive and i look at George

He just sits without moving

"I think i need some time alone" he says avoiding eye contact

I nod and get out of the car

I walk to the house not talking my eyes off George in the car

I sigh and walk inside the house

Georges pov:

He leaves and the car feels oddly quiet

I finally let out the tears, a literal waterfall starts flowing out of my eyes

I start violently sobbing and screaming

It's the sadness, anger and fear combined all together

I start hitting my head cause all of this is my fault

The only hope i had for the future is to figure skate

I never had a plan B or something

I always had so much passion towards this incredible sport

I would spend all my money on equipment and costumes

Memories of me ice skated flow back into my head and i start crying more

What am i gonna do with my life now? I didn't go to college, I'm an uneducated man that had only one dream and hope for the future

I still can't believe that I'm never gonna perform in front of judges again, that i won't have to put effort into axels and all the tricks, that i wont ever feel the same way...

My first love was ice skating and now it's gone

An hour of me sobbing passes...

Then two...then more..

My head is pounding and my eyes hurt from crying

I cover my face with my hands and try calm my breathing

Then the door beside me opens and i feel the warm hands of the only person i love

"Come on" he whispers and picks me up

I'm still covering my face with my hands

Dream pulls me closer and tightens his grip

I sniff and try to calm myself

He carries me upstairs and we lie down on the bed

He doesn't say anything cause his touch is much better than words

I wrap my arms around him and more tears leave me

Me tightly holds me rubbing my back

"Shshhh" he quietly says while combing through my hair

I can't explain how it feels to have your dreams be crushed in a second so maybe  these emotions are valid and maybe I'm not being dramatic or overly sensitive

"It's okay" he gently whispers

Maybe he's right...maybe it is okay and maybe it's all how it was meant to be

My head hurts so much and my eyes are so swollen, so i fall asleep without realizing

Dream pov:

Georges sniffles and cries stop, he is asleep

I let out a sigh of relief

I hope when he wakes up he won't be as upset

I carefully get up, leave and close the door behind me

Nick is downstairs watching the tv

I sit on the couch with him

"Is everything okay?" He asks still watching the random movie

"Ehh..well i think it will be"

"What if he replaces skating with something else!" Nick says

"I don't think he likes anything else as much"

"Is the competition tomorrow?"

"Yea.." I totally forgot about that, will George still want to go?

"Are you guys going?"

"Yeah i think we will..his friend Tina is gonna be performing, you can go with us if you want to!"

"Sure! I've never seen figure skating performances"

"I think they're called programs or something but we call them performances"

"Yeah i heard something like that too"

We watch the movie in silence until Nick brings up some funny memory we had when we were kids

So now we're uncontrollably laughing, I forgot how me and Nick used to be close

I missed having good laughs with him

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