Ma chérie • Kylian Mbappe

6. Stay

I was back at work and explained everything that happened the past two days to Gabriel, because he wouldn't stop asking questions. I already feel much better, thanks to those amazing friends I found here in Paris. Yesterday I called Jason and seems like Hanna had already talked to him about everything. Well, I told him it was over now and I told him I didn't wanna see him ever again in my life. Hopefully that will be it. He should get happy with his bitch, but I'm not his anymore. I am free now and can focus on other things.
What I still have to do is talk to Hanna. I already texted her this morning, apologizing for ignoring her and telling her that I was gonna call her after I feel ready, but that she shouldn't worry.
Gabriel couldn't believe the things I've told him and he was proud of me for ending things with Jason immediately and not be one of those who fall again for his bullshit, because as you can imagine he did apologize and said he regrets everything and that he fucked up and won't do it again. Yea, sure.
One thing I still haven't done and don't really plan on doing soon is talk to Kylian after I stormed out of his apartment yesterday. I just don't know how to talk to him about it and I think it's the best to keep our distance for now. I'm already kind of confused and I don't want it to get any worse. Also I want him to focus on his training, since there is an important game tomorrow.
That's also the reason why I didn't go to the canteen for lunch. Didn't wanna bump into him and make it more awkward. So Gabriel and I went out to a small restaurant which I really enjoyed. He was able to make the thoughts about my fresh breakup move out of the way.

"Come on, I'll drive you home", Gabriel said while we were leaving our office after work.

"You don't need to", I said, but he insisted on it.

"We're gonna be at the game tomorrow. So I'm gonna pick you up around 7pm", Gabriel told me before dropping me of at home.

"Alright. See you!", I waved at him and went home.

I slipped out of my shoes and let myself fall onto my bed. Ugh, I'm exhausted.

I took out my phone and looked at the missed texts.

Neymar

Bruna told me what happened. Feel free to call me whenever you need someone to talk!

Thank you! But I'm fine. Already feeling a bit better. It is what it is. Can't change what happened.

Did you talk to Kylian?

No. Don't plan on doing that before the game tomorrow. I still have to think about it for a bit and also I don't think I was in the wrong. He was the one snapping on me.  He should come up to me and explain this.

Be easy on him. I don't believe he wanted to hurt you. I noticed immediately that something was up. He was acting different in training today.

Not my problem honestly.

I think it wasn't because of his breakup. I rather think it was about you..

I rolled my eyes at that last text message and simply responded with a thumbs up emoji. I don't wanna deal with this right now.

I dialed Hannas number.

"Hey, how are you?", she picked up the phone.

"Hey. Good, I'm definitely better. Sorry again for avoiding you, but I needed the time for myself", I told her.

"It's alright, I understand. Have you talked to him?", she carefully asked.