Ma chérie • Kylian Mbappe

7. Kiss me

"Wait here, I'm gonna see who it is", Kylian said and got up from the bed.

I pulled him back by his arm: "No, it's alright. Let's just go back to bed and ignore it. I'm sure whoever this is will go away if we don't answer the door."

But the person didn't go away. The person rang again the doorbell, and again, and again.

Now I was sure who it was. And I think Kylian noticed too by my facial expression.

"It's him, isn't it?", he spoke.

I couldn't speak. I simply nodded. It felt like someone would slowly suffocate me.

"Do you wanna see him?", he wanted to know.

I still couldn't speak. My eyes were focused on Kylian and he now noticed what a big impact this had on me right now. That's for I'm happy and moving on. Shit.

"Hey, come here", his voice was soft and he pulled me into his warm arms.

"Stay here okay? You don't have to see him if you don't want to. I'm gonna go outside if you want and tell him to go away. Everything's fine, don't worry", he told me after he cupped my face into his hands and forced me to look him in the eyes.

I nodded, still not being able to get out a word.

Kylian quickly put on his clothes and went outside.

To be honest, I don't feel good knowing that Kylian is now talking to Jason. And at some point I do have to confront Jason, it's not like I can now avoid him forever. So I followed Kylian outside.

As I got out of the elevator I saw the two of them outside. They were arguing and my body froze at the sight of Jason.

Taking a big breath I stepped outside, the cold air hitting my skin.

"Jason please go away, I don't wanna see you", I spoke up looking directly at him.

"That's not the truth, don't lie to yourself love", Jason said, giving me a smile.

"Don't call me that!", I spat, "I am pretty sure about what I want. And it's not you. I can't love you anymore."

I slung my arm around Kylian's arm, craving his touch to strengthen me.

"Oh so now you want him?", he started laughing out of spite, "I should have known that as soon as you meet some rich footballer in Paris, you would leave me and turn your back on me."

"Jason, I already told you everything I had to say. We had good times and some happy years together, but I can't be with you anymore. You've hurt me so so much. While I was giving you my all you literally went behind my back and kept cheating on me with the same girl over and over again. That's not alright. I could never forgive you for that.", I started tearing up and my voice was now low, "Please just let me go. I did not cheat on you. You know why? I fucking loved you! With my whole heart. But that's over."

"I fucking flew here to see you and to fix this! It was a mistake. I love you Emma, you know that!", Jason got louder.

Some tears now escaped my eyes and were rolling down my cheeks.

"I don't know why you thought that would be a good idea. I don't want to stay in contact with you. I don't want you in my life at all anymore. Go back and get happy with this other girl. Or don't. I couldn't care less, you're dead to me", I said.

"I can't believe this. You're gonna regret this so much! You're gonna regret this and I'm gonna laugh at you. How pathetic can you be to think that some footballer might better your life? As soon as he's had enough of you, he'll go to the next one. He'll drop you sooner as you think", he was so full of hate.

"Get over it Jason. And now please leave me alone and don't come back again", I turned on my heel and walked inside.

I saw Kylian saying something to Jason before he followed me inside and let him stand there outside.

Silently we went into the elevator and back into my apartment.

"You know that's not true right?", Kylian broke the silence as soon as we were back in my bedroom.

"What?", I asked.

"What he said. About me and you. That I'm just using you to have fun and then drop you when I've had enough of you", he answered.

I didn't know what to say. In fact, I just remained silent.

Kylian walked over to me and cupped my cheek.

"I don't know what exactly it is between us, but I do know that you mean a lot to me", he said.

"Kylian..", I started, but stopped when I noticed the way he was looking at me suddenly.

"Emma.. Please, can I kiss you?", he spoke.

His question caught me off guard, but in a good way. He suddenly made me forget about what happened with Jason just a few minutes ago and my mind just completely focused on Kylian right here and there.
I looked deep into his eyes and felt my body tingle. It was like I was suddenly in trance.

"Kiss me", I demanded and he leaned in immediately, placing his soft lips on mine.

"I think that's not enough. I need another kiss", he smiled as we had just pulled away from each other.

I laid my hands around his neck and pulled him close again, connecting our lips.

This feels so good.

I felt Kylian's hands n
on my waist while our lips moved in sync. He bit down on my lower lip, sliding his tongue into my mouth and deepening the kiss.
When a moan escaped my mouth, we both knew it would be better to pull away.

My face turned red and I tried hiding it by looking down.

"What?", Kylian chuckled, "Don't be shy. It's hot."

He placed a kiss on my head before he pulled me into bed.

"Let's get some sleep. Come on", he said.

We got under the covers and fell asleep with Kylian's arms around me.

I have never felt this safe in Jason's arms ever.

This feeling is something completely different.

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This chapter is so much shorter than the other ones, but I think the chapters from now on will all be a bit shorter, because I don't have as much time to write at the moment. But I still don't want you having to wait too long for an update. Hope that's alright and I hope you still enjoyed the new chapter!