I woke up tears staining my face must've been a nightmare, I have had nightmares ever since I was 8. After fully waking up a minute later I decide to get up, I put my headphones and play music the song look after you by the fray. I reach underneath my pillow where my journal is located and start writing in it.
Dear my future self,
I still have nightmares even though im 18 it's a bit embarrassing, but it's not my fault;
It's my shitty childhoods fault. I have a mission today I'm excited I'm not sure where it
Is or why I'm going but atleast I'm going. Oh well today better be a good dayBye.
After I finished writing in my journal I decided I needed to clear my head, I get my gym clothes on (which is sweat pants and a sports bra) then head down stairs towards the gym. Once I get there I open the large doors and walk in I then check the date and time it was Saturday the 14th of February 2023 and its 5:30 in the morning fuck you nightmares I hope you fall in a ditch motherfuckaaaaa.
I walk over to the punching bag and take my anger out on that for 1 hour and a half by the time I'm finished my knuckles are bruised and caked in blood. The feeling makes me feel numb in a good way it's hard to explain. After that I move onto the bench press I put 3 10 pound weights on each side and start lifting. I finally decided I'd had enough and head upstairs my knuckles still a mess, I pull out my phone and check the time it is now 6:45. I pocketed my phone and headed back to my room when my brother Grayson comes out of his room beside mine scaring the motherfucking Cardi b out of me. "You bastard you nearly knocked me off to fucking Pluto bitch!" He snorts "not my fault- why the fuckity fork is there blood on the floor?" I look down. (There's a load of blood)
"I woke up and decided to work out and lost track of time." Nobody knows about my nightmares not my parents, brothers nor friends."Okay let me go get a first aid kit to fix you up." I nod and continue my interrupted journey to my room and open the door trying not to get blood everywhere and quickly sit on the couch in my bedroom waiting for gray. After 5 minutes he makes it to my room and takes out all the supplies. He then starts bandaging up my hand, after a minute or 4 he finishes wrapping my hand up. It's still bleeding I'll go the hospital wing to look at it (the hospital wing is at the mafia base). I hear voices coming from downstairs my family must be up now I start walking downstairs and into the kitchen to see my mother cooking "Bonjour mama!" She turns around frightened "Bonjour princess you scared me you little shit!" I sit down at the table my mum sets down a plate filled with fruits, an egg and bacon I quickly eat my food by the time I'm finished the rest of my family come down the stairs. "Good morning everyone." My father booms my brothers following in unison "Good morning." My mother and I said back. "I have to go get ready for work." I announce to my family they all nod and my dad quickly shouts "we have a meeting today at 11:00 don't be late!" I rush up the stairs and into my room quickly getting changed into a sports bra and tight fitting Nike pro shorts.
I grab the keys to my Ferrari Monza SP2 and run downstairs into the garage quickly saying 'goodbye' to my family. I spot my black car with red accents and unlock it, I step in and admire how hot my car looks it is a black car with a red leather interior it has red accents on the outside.
I put the keys in the ignition the car instantly roars alive I rev the car a couple times then set off on my journey to work.
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Word count: 837
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Hello my sexy bitches this is the first official chapter of HM I hope you liked it and I'm sorry it wasn't out quicker and was short I just wanted to get this out Ik it's extremely short like extremely next chapter will be longer and make up for this chapter btw I was really busy and had writers block so writers block fuck you and also I was on holiday and couldn't get a chance to write I'm really sorry!
Love you my little whores!
Yours truly livvy!
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