Check check, this is Charles! Hey... been a while since I have written any of my current thoughts in this "journal". I know there's someone out there reading this, but anyways hey again! I'm Charles Calvin, and reading this is bringing back the memories It's been... almost... 10 years, god, since this happened. I became a pilot for the government! I have been planning to propose to Jack for a while... but New Years Eve seems like the perfect time.
If I had to talk about the events, I wouldn't say anything at all... what's the point? You read it all, why do I have to explain? It hurts to even... keep talking. It hurts to even remember Lexi, since I will never see her again, she's dead. I miss the good memories that I will never have again, well not exactly. I have moved on, just not in the way people think. I can let my mind think of other things and I'm happy almost the whole day, but you can't just talk about her without my mood... well dying. I miss Lexi and that's it.
Maybe she, Jack and I are all right. It will never be the same and there's a lot of evil... but there's always those patches of good that makes everything worth it. After all, what else can you do? Is the afterlife better? Is there even an afterlife? Maybe life isn't fair to everybody, but you can always change your luck! Like people always hit rock bottom and some, though sadly, stay there. But staying there is worse then die trying. Die trying gives you a special release of pain, and it's over, but once you give up, you die in the pit slowly. To me, that sounds much worse, but I am just some guy. I can't explain everything to you, even if I know it. Some things are better to silent. I'll never get why God took Lexi away, but it doesn't matter anymore. Life changes, and some changes are upsetting, it what makes it worth living.
I woke up and now... I'm captured. The room was silent and empty. It was dark, I only saw a shadowy figure in the distance. I was just tied up on the floor and... i-is that... Lexi? LEXI!
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Remind Me Of The Bad Times
FanficCharles Calvin is a junior in highschool, while Lexi is a senior. Charles is having the time of his life but notices Lexi's life has been going completely down hill. Will their friendship that has existed since preschool continue, or will it just fa...
