I hate Roses || a SkepHalo fanfic

Day eleven

9-20-21

                                                    ---------------- 3 days remaining ----------------

                                                                  Monday, September 20, 2021

                                                                         Stage 2: Lipstick red

                                                                               Stage 2: Found.

Skeppy's pov: 

Once we got home Bad went straight to my bedroom well, I guess I could say our bedroom since I'm sharing with him. I'm guessing he was tired. I don't really know. I mean he was like up and doing like all day so I wouldn't really be surprised if he was tired. "Hey Zak, how was your 'date' with Darryl?" A6d asked giving me a smirk. My face turned red. Like bright red. "It wasn't a date" I sighed, "we just hung out. Alright? Nothing more." I looked away. "Alright alright, calm down I was only joking I promise." He said, gaining my attention again. 

"Vin... I need to talk with you" I mumbled, "what's up? Is something wrong?" concern was laced in his voice. "Well, I mean, no...? But it's just, I don't know how to tell Bad" I admitted, "Tell me what?" I heard Bad's voice in the distance and my eyes widened. I quickly turned around "Bad! Uh hey, how are you?" I asked trying to play dumb, I guess. "Skeppy, I'm not stupid. Tell me what?" He asked a bit more strict I'd say.

"It's nothing, I have to go." I said rushing out the door, forgetting to grab my keys but like I didn't really care at this point. I felt my eyes start to water, "no, no, no... shit not now" I mumbled wiping the tears that slipped away. I don't really know where I was going to go but I wasn't really concerned either to be honest. I just needed fresh air. As I walked out of the building I started to run, I didn't care where I went, anywhere but here was fine. After a few minutes of running, I found myself at the same exact spot where Techno and I had met the other night. 

I sat down on the ground my brought my knees to my chest. At this point I couldn't stop the tears from streaming down my face, I felt pathetic crying over a boy. I mean sure it does hurt knowing I won't ever get a chance, but I mean not everyone has a happy ending, I guess. "Skeppy...? Are you alright" I heard a deep voice ask from a far. I looked up at the voice and saw the one and only, Technoblade. I quickly wiped my tears, "Huh? Yeah I'm okay!" I said while smiling. He sat down in front of me, and just looked at me with a small reassuring smile. "Skep man, I know that smile is just so fake... I've seen you smile before and that's not your genuine smile." He whispered to me, then spoke again. "What's bringing you down? If you want to talk about it of course." 

I look away for a bit then let a tear slip down my face "Uh I mean, yeah sure... I can talk about it" I mumbled a bit and then he turned his full attention to me. "So, I guess you know how like I'm shipped with Bad and just like the whole 'SkepHalo' thing? Well, I mean I guess I do like him man..." He nodded his head in response as to keep going, "I did something stupid. I picked this notebook up and like I apparently now have this disease, you may not believe me but I'm honestly being truthful about this dude." He looked a bit shocked at first but then said, "I wouldn't think you'd lie about something like this so yes, of course I believe you!" His smile was so reassuring, and it calmed me down a bit more. 

"I do however have feelings for Bad and apparently if I don't tell him tomorrow, I'm going to die the next day... Techno I don't want to die but again, I am so scared to tell him. What if he rejects me and thinks like I'm weird for it? What if I completely ruin the friendship? There's just so many risks I'm taking just to not die? I mean honestly, I think I'd better off just dead than telling him." I frowned as the tears streamed down my face. "I really do love him, and he always makes me feel like I'm worth something, he's one of the main reasons I want to get up in the morning and actually do something. I don't want to lose him..." I said as my breath hitched. "Skeppy, you know you are going to have to tell him? You don't have to tell him it yourself in person? You can always just you know, maybe write a letter? I can assure you that you're not better off dead. So many people here love you. There's me, Bad, all your friends, your family, and even your fans love you. You're such a kindhearted guy and just amazing, I don't get why Bad wouldn't like you for that.  Just know if he does reject you, that's a huge lose for him. You're such a great guy."