Sometimes there are some people who survive in this world just bcs they are tempted by the happiness promised by their God.
And there are also some people who give up in the middle of the journey, without the last year they get happiness or even lasting wounds.
I could have killed myself. Ofc that's something I can really do. But I haven't prepared the answers to some of God's and my mom's questions if I meet her in the sky yeah even for a moment.
I feel bad for not keeping my promise to my mom to live happily. Im sorry mom
But it's too painful, even I'm having a hard time breathing.
I'm just a little confused with God. Of all the illnesses that I told why God still maintains me in this world?
The moon just misses the sun too much.
12;25/0801
lily;
KAMU SEDANG MEMBACA
Dark Words
Poetry" Remember, there is no heaven for those who commit suicide. Fight and endure all u might, so happiness is the return " -anonymous- ˙ ˙ ˙ Just about lily, A girl who is struggling and surviving her mental illness and who always hoped to have plen...
