Hi this is cristy,
Someone u may know as a good girl, strong and beautiful. Sorry but ur conclusion towards me is wrong.
I'm just a sad girl, fragile, weak and ugly as well as her heart.
Every compliment u always give makes me very depressed, and reminds me again how disgusting I am.
I do not like praise or prayer from u. This may sound harsh. But the conclusion u made to say how perfect Cristy is makes me hate myself even more.
I'm far from perfect. I'm a girl who wants peace and hugs from a father.
I'm bad, and the word disgusting I think is mixed in me.
I know it's too sudden, saying this much.
The doctor diagnosed that my life will not be long. Weak heart and lungs, huh I think I'm really a girl with a disease. But glad, at least I don't have to end my own life. The prayer that I always say is actually heard by the sky.
Dad, ur prayers have been answered. I'm sorry if I never made u happy. But I will still be grateful because u also played an important role in my birth.
And for friends,
Oops sorry I don't have it.
Hehe for those who read my message, I just want to apologize if there is an error that I was not aware of all this time. Thank u,
Calm down I'm not dead now, but I will
Signed: L I L Y ; TM
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