it has been 2-3 years since the last update so it's probably not a surprise that ludic is officially discontinued. before saying goodbye to yuji, i want you all to know how much writing this book helped me cope. i started this at around 2020, and so much has changed as well. i'm pleased to say that i finished high school amidst this book's hiatus. i also got into my dream college and one of my country's top universities <3 unfortunately, the stress of slowly adjusting to adulthood and reality has took a toll on me and my mental health, which negatively affected my motivation to continue writing. the draft of the next chapter is actually in construction, but i felt like it lacked the excitement and sincerity that i frequently reflect on the rest of the book's parts, so it's probably not worth it to publish :(
i've recently been feeling down, but rest assured that i frequently skim through this book and see all your comments! i appreciate you all so much and i hope all of you know that you cheer me up on the shittiest days. fuck lmao that was cheesy but i love you all! my love for haikyuu has not changed and i will forever remain a sakuatsu slut. i have attachment issues with this book, but i really need to stop writing this since it's losing its consistency in regards to humor and its quality. i should probably end this before i start an actual essay or trauma dump on a public platform lmao.
