So.. this is the end of my relationship with him? My worst nightmare just happened, he finally posted his idk.. sort of 'girlfriend'?
Shit..
I'm so wrong to think about him by saying and creating a ton of crazy scenarios in my head that he cares for me because he loves me. In reality he just 'cared' and he only did 'what he should do and what I deserve', he did say that to me but I rebutted and told myself that he was not telling the truth and kept making scenarios for the two of us those who have a happy ending, the impossible becomes possible, those who don't love become love, those who don't love each other at first become love each other.
I should've known that he's not mine and will never be mine.
I said I don't love him anymore, but still...
Good bye my not so longer crush' I will always love you.
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RandomTW : Harsh words, traumas, One side thoughts. If you found this and I'm not updating anymore, maybe I'm dead. It can trigger u, read at ur own risk.
