Admired

11

(Contains abuse and angst).

Lupins pov

It was dark and cold. I remember leaving papas class like normal to find daddy but when I got to the place daddy always waits for me at I saw someone else there instead.

"Hey kiddo I'm here to pick you up for your dad ok. He got busy with work and couldn't pick you up himself.

I had never seen this man before not even at daddy's work place and I try to memorize everyone there.

I wanted to say no and that I don't believe him. Daddy always no matter what comes to pick me up and if he absolutely can't he would send either grandma kouyou or uncle Chuuya. And I mean he could now text papa and just have me stay with him till he can get me.

I tried to open my mouth to get the word no out but I felt my words get cought on my tongue. I noticed everyone around me and suddenly felt like everyone was watching me. Like everyone could hear me.

It started getting a bit difficult to breath as I pictured all the eyes on me and all the people whispered about me. I felt a hand grab mine and pull me out but I still couldn't think properly. I was panicking. I looked up to see the man had grabbed Me and started dragging me out. I wanted to scream but couldn't then it all went dark.

Why couldn't I just have spoken? I thought to myself when a intrusive voice cut in.

"Shut up. No one wants to hear you annoying voice brat"! I remember the pain of the slap I got. I could picture the memory perfectly. My mother standing over top me screaming. She hit me and covered my mouth on tape. She claimed she was going to seal my mouth with super glue next so I could never speak way or drink again and I would die.

Then I remembered daddy.

Daddy saved me then and he'll save me now. I just have to be patient.

Dazais pov

After kunikida was dragged away I looked back at the table to see kouyou and Chuuyas horrified faces.

"He won't be in there forever. Just until lupin gets back. I don't think I can properly function is he is around".

"Your sick ya know that ". I glared at Chuuya and he just glared back. "You just locked your lover away and don't feel guilty at all. What the hell is wrong with you"?!

"Chuuya I don't think you know this but I had warned him before we got together that I was extremely toxic . He can blame himself for this".

Kouyou still remains quiet looking at the table sadly. I know she wants to say something but she knows my main concern is lupin right now. Until he's safe I can't have any distractions. 

"I'm going to get him".

"You can't you'll be killed"! Chuuya said and I shook my head. "No I will have a body double. You know that prisoner we took in who we were planning to kill. The one with the transformation ability. We'll use them".

"How will we get them to work for us"? Kouyou spoke up.

"Threaten there family of course".

After we had decided on a plan we went down to the dungeon. The ability user agreed after we threatened to kill there children in-front of them. Now we had to go get my son back.

Kunikidas pov

I realized I left my phone in the car when I got out. So now there goes my plan for calling for help.

I decided since it's going to be awhile till I can get out I would look around to try to learn more about dazai. 

In his nightstand was just the picture a bottle of lube some sleeping pills and some pens.