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it was the next morning i woke up next to emily on the couch. i guess we fell alseep while watching a movie. as i was thinking i felt this itching feeling in my throat so i ran to the toilet and threw up. emily came in and held my hair for me so that i wouldn't get throw up in my hair.

"sorry emily." i give her a small smile "i didn't mean to wake you." i say

"no worries. i needed to wake up anyways." emily says

"i don't know why i threw up. i mean like i threw up a few times ever morning all most everyday." i say unconvinced that i was pregnant even though it was lingering in my mind

"honey. i think you might pregnant." emily says as my mouth drops

"wha-what will paul think? he'll hate me! i just know it!" i cry

"no he won't sweetie he may need some time y'all are both 18. he may get an attitude so if he raises his voice at you he doesn't mean it."

"he'll always love you. no matter what. so don't worry what he'll think okay?" she says as i nod

"i'll get you a pregnancy test i have one in my bathroom cabinet." emily says again

"o-okay." i give her small smile

5 MIN LATER

it was 5 minutes later. either i'm pregnant or not. if i'm pregnant i'll be happy either way but what about paul? what will he think? what will he think of me?

"cadence...your pregnant!" emily yells hugging me

suddenly emily gets a call from sam and her smile turns into a frown.

"emily? what is it?" i ask her

"it's jacob." she says

that was it. my world. my brother. he's gone. i lost him. all because of bella.

"no no he's not gone." emily says seeing me tearing up "his whole side is broken and dr. cullen has to renewal his bo-" emily says but before she can finish i run out the door and grab my phone from the kitchen counter and run all the way to my house

as i get there i hear jacobs yells all the way from the driveway. god this feels wrong.

"where is he?!" i ask trying to get past sam

"cadence you can't go back there right now." sam says holding me by my waist so i can't get to jacob

"sam let me go! he needs me!" i yell at him just as a rusty truck drives up and i know immediately who it is

i march out of the door and all i see is red as i see her get out

"you!" i yell at bella

"what? what did i do?" she asks awkwardly

"because of you jacob is in there screaming in agony! because of you he's heart broken! because of you...he's depressed!"

"maybe if you never lead him on then he wouldn't love you as much! hell! he's better than edward and you know it! he healed you when edward came back and when you found out about edward what did you do?! you ran to him and left jake!" i yell at her while all of the boys come out of the house

"i'm sorry it's not my fault." she says looking down

the next thing i know i count to 3 real fast and i see my fist move to her face and punch her making her fall to the ground.

as i'm punching her while she's on the ground paul runs over and picks me up by my waist

"paul..let..me..go!" i yell struggling in his iron grip

"no cadence i think you broke her nose." paul says

"good! i'm not done either." i say with venom in my voice

"yes you are." edward says as he sped to bella to help her

"get your bloodsucker of a father to fix her up i guess." i say spitting at edward "might as well throw her out. she's like a broken toy." i say and the pack laughs along with me as edward speeds to me and puts his hand around my neck

shit i can't be doin this i'm fuckin preg- shit edward please don't say anything to paul yet i haven't told him . i'm sorry about bella. she made me mad all i saw was red what i did wasn't me.

"alright. i won't tell him." edward says letting me go and speeding away with bella on his back

"won't tell who what?" paul asks annoyed

"no one. it- it doesn't matter. i need to see jake, excuse me." i say pushing past paul

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