Random feelings

Silent Screams...

I'm screaming extremely loud,

but nobody can hear my silent screams...

My screams that this is all just a bad dream.

I'm always there for everyone in their hard times,

but where is my shoulder to cry on in my hard times?

I feel like I am drowning deep into a sea of darkness,

I go on with my heart hurt but my face emotionless.

Nobody can save me now, not even me.

So for the time being just let me be.

My heart is shattered and can never be fixed.

The emotions I used to feel are mixed.

I used to feel love & happiness,

but all this pain and bullshit I've been through leaves me emotionless.

So tell me where I can go so that I may suffer alone?

A place where I can put my heart of stone.

I give up all my emotions,

put them into the deepest part of the ocean

I'm done caring for everyone but myself.

I'm gathering up all the strength I have left.

Listen to my silent screams,

because one day they'll haunt your every dream...