Random feelings

Escape

This one is a free verse poem and its directed towards me. Please do not take this to heart, its just things that are always on my mind. Thank you for reading and understanding...

There is a lot of things you can escape...

You can always not do your homework.

You can always get out of hanging out with friends.

You can always run away from responsibilities....

But there is one absolutely one that you can never escape from.

You can never stop escaping you...

Your fears, everything that keeps you up late at night,

Your thoughts that haunt your everyday process in life.

You are your own worst enemy.

You judge yourself on how you look, how you walk and talk.

Around others you are the most confident thing to walk this Earth.

But as soon as you are home, alone.

You start to beat yourself up, tearing apart your body.

It kills you to be what you are, You.

You don't feel as if you're happy with anything.

Anxiety kills you, depression kills you even more.

None of your friends can see the hurt behind your eyes.

Your mind screams to be let free of the suffering,

You want to escape, but you know that no matter how hard you try, you can never escape your sorrows.

You always think to yourself that you will never belong

You stop trying,

Your mom yells at you for everything,

You just wanna escape the pain

The humiliation,

You just wish you were born as someone else,

Ending your suffering, stop all the tears.

Praying for something to end it all....

You can't escape yourself......