Mixtape

[8]

"The fuck is happening to you today?" Jisung whispered in Felix's ear, snapping the male out of his dream state

"Huh?" He quickly replied, shaking his head as he focused his eyes once again

"You've been zoning out alot today. What's up? You know you can talk to me" Jisung spoke, resting his hand on the male's bicep

Felix took a deep breath, trying his best to clear his mind, trying his best to forget his dream

For some or other reason, the nude blonde boy from his dream hadn't left his mind yet

He'd momentarily think back on the words he said, the way his voice relaxed Felix's body, the way his gorgeous locked swayed with the wind

"I'm just tired" He uttered, looking back down at his notebook and the pen he twirled between his fingers

"You sure that's it? You're starting to worry m-"

"Felix, Jisung, would you like to carry on with you conversation outside of the class? Because you're disturbing this class for the ones who actually want to learn" the teacher uttered, giving the two a deadly glare

"Sorry ma'am" they both apologized in unison, with another sigh from the silver-haired male

Today would be a long day for the boy

...

Jisung, Seungmin, Jeongin and Felix walked down the hallways, all engaging in a conversation. All except for Felix

Felix kept his head down, counting every tile he had walked over as he listened to the three argue about the stupidest things

"I died for you"

Those words played in his head on repeat like a broken record

He understood nothing that the male had said but for some reason, it stirred up a knowing feeling in the pit of the male's stomach

Who was he?

"Lix? Are you okay?" Seungmin asked, lightly tapping the male's shoulder

"Seriously now, what's going on?" Jisung asked, a frown on his face as he stopped in his tracks

They all stopped in one spot, all eyes on Felix as he dropped his head

"Just...just really tired" Felix lied, looking up and giving the worried three a lazy smile

The three weren't so sure about the male's words and it showed on their faces

"We don't wanna push you to open up so just know that whenever you are in need of ears to listen, we are always here for you" Jeongin reassured the male with a worried frown on his face

Felix felt somewhat guilty for not telling the three the truth, but how could he? He too didn't know what was wrong

...

Felix layed his head on his arms, his head feeling heavy with the constant thoughts of the male He had seen in his dream

He was just waiting for the last bell to ring so he could pack up and get a ride home

To put it simply, he had a shitty day

"Felix, please sit up right and participate in the class discussion" the teacher spoke, all eyes on Felix now

Felix cleared his throat and sat up, blinking a few times before he asked "what was the question?"

The teacher sighed and carried on asking the rest of the class questions as Felix sat there clueless

His rested his head on his hand that was propped up by his elbow, eyes landing on a certain black and purple haired individual

Felix couldn't deny it, he never did, he found Hyunjin insanely attractive

He regretted the fact that he was a bit roo shy to ever go up to the male and ask if they could hang out

The only times they really had a proper interaction was when Hyunjin stopped by at the record store and when they crossed paths at the park

He wished he could get to know the male. He needed to know what got him into therapy

"Alright, class dismissed. Have a good rest of your day. Don't forget, pages 213 to 220 are all for homework"

Felix let out a sigh of relief, for the millionth time, when the sound of the bell rung through the halls

He watched as many students and teacher flooded out of the classroom, leaving him and another person alone in the room

Felix dropped his head on the desk with a loud thump, causing a bit of pain to pierce his forehead

"Is your head okay there?" The male spoke, approaching Felix from behind

Felix's head lifted in the speed of light as he recognized that voice

He turned around in his seat and sighed, coming face to face with Hyunjin's belt

His eyes traveled up the male's body rather slowly, until they met Hyunjin's eyes

A few seconds of silence passed as Felix stared endlessly into Hyunjin's eyes

"Are you okay?" Hyunjin asked, tilting his head to the side

Felix gulped and blinked a few times, letting out a dumb "uh"

He cleared his throat once again ans stood to his feet, staring down at his shoes as walked away from his desk

"Yeah, just really tired. I should probably get going" He replied, taking his backpack in his hand and finally turned to the male

"Thanks for the concern though" He added, giving the male the brightest smile he has ever given the whole day

Hyunjin felt his heart ease at the flashy smile before, his pearly fang like teeth at the sides clearly evident

The smile was so warm but oddly familiar. Where had he seen it before?

Hyunjin's soft expression soon dropped upon a realization

Felix noticed the sudden change of expression, making his smile slowly drop as well

A bead of cold sweat rolled down Hyunjin's forehead as he looked into Felix's worried eyes, eyes that resembled those of someone who he didn't know but was oddly familiar

"Hyunjin? Are you okay?" Felix repeated, walking up to the male as he held the male's forearm

His touch was familiar to the male, the way his palm felt on his skin brought so many emotions to him

Felix took one more look at the shell-shoked male, his face breaking out in a cold sweat aswell

His eyes trailed down to the male's chest, his shoulders, his arms

All of those parts resembled those of the male in his dream

The blonde mystery boy

"H-Have I seen you somewhere before?"

~♡~

I'm so close to killing myself on my birthday. No calls, no money, ek het niks gekry. But it's aight. I'll bake myself a cake

Hope you liked this chapter, I almost forgot to update this one

Lots of love
- Author N <3