contains: friends to lovers, nervous, anxious, confessing (or maybe not? 🤭), fluff, kinda shy King, bodyguard King, princess! yn
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a/n: also this time I gave yn a few characteristics of her appearance if y'all don't mind ^^'
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There was this one girl. A unique girl. I don't know what she did to me because our relationship at first was just a bodyguard and princess but soon changed to friends and now...
Atleast for me she was no longer just a friend. I'm in love with Y/N. After last night I finally realized my feelings for her: the princess I served under, Y/N. Everything about her was perfect in my eyes.
From her appearance, her soft skin as well as her beautiful long curly hair, her small and sweet birthmarks all over her body, my favorite birthmarks being the two under her left eye up to her very personal qualities such as her gentle, loving, but also funny and overall charismatic character.
I could watch her talk all day and wouldn't even think about getting bored. She was the love of my life and I knew she was and will always be the only woman I could imagine to marry... yet I was so afraid.
Afraid of ruining everything, ruining our current relationship. I liked that we were so close, she talked to me about all sorts of things. About her fears, hopes, plans for the future and much more.
Ugh... Who was I kidding? I liked it but now it wasn't enough for me either. I wanted more, much, much, much more. I wanted to be the only man in her life. I wanted to hold her, kiss her, love her and marry her one day.
But I was scared.
What if Y/N doesn’t like me back? Of course she wouldn't. I'm just a mere servant who happens to have to protect a princess. I may have been able to be friends with her which in itself is too much of a good thing due to our social circumstances. But damn... After last night I think I'm in love with her.
This morning I woke up, my mind only focused on her. Last night began normal, nothing special at first. We talked to each other, laughed, had fun. The atmosphere was really nice... if she hadn't done this. Suddenly, out of nowhere, she pulled me into a warm embrace and breathed a thank you into my ear.
"For what?", I asked in a calm tone. I just didn't want her to know how nervous I actually was. "Thank you for always being there for me King... I wouldn't know what to do without you." And then it happened.
She took a little distance but not enough because our faces were only millimetres apart. She smelled so good. The next moment she put her delicate lips on my cheek and kissed it. "Please stay by my side, my dear King, yes~?" "Y-Y-Y/N!!!"
After that I stood up and ran away. If she knew what she did to me in that moment... "But it can't stay like this forever..." "What do you mean?" Y/N! "Oh goodness... you scared me", I breathed out relieved. "Forgive me, I didn't mean to scare you." Here we go again.
And as always we talked about our day, what happened and so on until we both sat there in silence. Okay King pull yourself together! I'm such a strong fighter and over 6 meters. Meanwhile Y/N can't even lift a bag of rice and she's not even 1,80 meters tall. "Y/N... I gotta tell you something really important." "Did I do something? Is it my fault? I'm sorry K─"
"It's nothing like that", I assured her and once breathed out vigorously, "I just say it... After last night, I think I'm in love with you. I woke up and I can't get you out my head. Believe me, I've tried. After last night when you kissed my cheek, I don't know what to do. I don't know where to go with all these feelings... please my princess, you've got to tell me."
"King... Come here for a sec", she commanded and I bent down to her. Then she placed her small hand on my face. "Why didn't you say this earlier...? I loved you ever since we became friends but I was scared of..." "Ruining everything? Yeah that's how I also felt the whole time. So that means I've basically been thinking so much for nothing."
"Indeed... but same. I love you too, my precious King."
