The Blazing Sun Burns

Chapter 21- You Deserve Each Other

Princess' POV
This was the worst week I've ever had. And my heart is probably bleeding for real.
I had to work through my pain.

And I had to stay strong and keep that smile all through the rest of the week.

I was most excited about Ms Braille and Dom's relationship. I like that they like each other.
And I've been spending more time with her . Shoot! I should go to her soon. She has a date with Dom.

I freshened up and went up to her room.

As I knocked , Sam's room door shot open. And he froze.
"Come in" I heard Ms Braille call.

I focused back at the door and went into her room.

She was in a robe trying to pick an outfit.

"All eyes would be on you if you wear that yellow dress . But the cut outs in this black dress is sexy as fuck" I said walking in.

"I want something that screams , 'slut me out in the bathroom after this meal'" she said and I gasped . Literally.

"Oops tmi right?" She said with a smile.

"I mean i don't mind , to be very honest. At least one of us is getting some action" I said.

"And I'm really getting it. He has the biggest manhood I've ever seen. It's huge. Really really huge . Like really really rea.."

"I get itttttr ughhhh" I said cutting her off and covering my ears.

"You look much more alive. And happy." I said .

"I feel alive and happy. I've never felt so wanted or worshipped in my whole life so this is amazing. Dominic is amazing . Although we aren't going to be in a proper relationship, I like what we have " she said.

"And why won't you be in a proper relationship?" I asked .

"I don't want a proper thing . Then I'll start expecting too much. Or he would start expecting too much, I just want it as it is. Just mind blowing sex and a couple more additives" she said.

"Hmm I feel you" I said .

I laid on her bed and looked up at the ceiling.
"I miss him" I said.  "But I can't let him keep doing this to me"

"Then don't , I understand that you love him, but he disrespects you every chance he gets, that's terrible" she said.

"You speak as though he's not your son" I said.

" oh he is , but he's also his father's son and the fact that he seems to not have learnt anything from what his father did , hurts"she said.

"I have to rent an apartment when we get back. I can't live with him , and I need him to stop all he is doing for my Mum's house, I might even give him a refund " I said.

"You could move in with me" she said.

"I wouldn't wanna bother you " I said .

"At least move in until you find where else to stay?" She suggested,
"Okay that's fine. Thank you so much Ms Braille ." I said.

I helped her dress up and beat her face and she looked  stunning  as ever .

Dominic came to get her and we all left her room. I was on my way to my room when I saw Sam leaning against the wall  just before my room.

I ignored him and tried to go into my room but he forced his way into my room before I could shut it .

I sighed.

"How may I help you?" I asked walking towards my door.
"You are doing that thing again, where you act like I don't exist" he said .
"Cos you don't" I said back.
"Is it that easy for you to move on?" He said .

I laughed .

"What's funny?" He said .

"It's just , there's really nothing you can say or do to undo what has been done" I said .

"I forgave you even after you cheated on me with Jeremy, so you should be able to forgive me for sleeping with Kendall" he said .

I can't believe this.

"You can't compare that to this. I didn't sleep with Jeremy to spite you or to take revenge on you. I saw you with my two eyes receiving head from a girl. I called your phone even after we had broken up and your ex girlfriend picked up and told me you guys just had sex . Even if you weren't really fucking her , how did she have your phone . It just made sense .

The reason we had that fight was because you let a girl give you head in front of me .

The reason we broke up  this time is because you were being sneaky about Kendall, been secretly meeting up with her  , told me you like that she adores you and I don't appreciate your work like she does , you let her wear a dress that you said only I could wear. Then you slept with her cos you thought I was sleeping with someone else  , then you go and ship in my birthday dress and slim fit It to her size . Then you kissed her on stage for the world to see" I said calmly.

"She kissed me" he said.
"Toh-ma-toe   To-mah-toe" I said.

"She got into my head Princess, I love you" he said.

I burst out into laughter.

"Love shouldn't hurt like this.
It's funny how You thought because I slept with Jer , I would sleep with Dom. I wouldn't do that because I saw how hurt you were when you found that out. That's how you should have thought before sleeping with Kendall. It's happened before and you saw how i reacted to it , you shouldn't have done it . But I've realized that Kendall is a permanent person in your life and we can't both stay in your life. So I'm moving out of your life Sam. I'm done . I don't want to be with you anymore . Genuinely. I'm drained man. Kendall goes to all these lengths to be with you so let her be with you.  She can have you . I'm going to move on. And you should too, don't try to get me back or what not . I'm not sure we were ever meant to be ." I said.

He was crying .
"Please" was all he said .

"Give me one more chance" he said.

"I cannot do that" I said coldly.

"How do you have a straight face after everything you've said . You are not the victim here . If you didn't let me think you were fucking Dominic all these things wouldn't have happened in the first place" he said .

"Sam you knew I wasn't fucking him. At most you thought I was just trying to make you jealous, Meanwhile I was just focusing on a man who seemed like his life was in my hands . I literally caught him trying to commit suicide Sam. Yes he had a crush on me but it was innocent. He has the hots for your Mum" I said.

"You really hooked them up to get back at me didn't you.?" He asked
"I gave him the go ahead to follow his heart. They are both adults" I said .

He then went on his knees.

"Princess . I can't live without you. Please don't let this be the end . " he said.

"You surprisingly can. You were doing fine taking her clothes off and putting your penis inside her, I bet you thought about me throughout the ordeal,  how hurt I would be if I found it out . Then you weren't done with the humiliation there. You let her wear my own dress and kissed her in it , in front of me . We cannot recover from this Sam. You and Ken deserve each other" I said .

"I will lose it if I hear 'you deserve each other' one more time"  he said.
"Sam I need my beauty sleep , I have work tomorrow" I said.

He got up and left without saying any other thing .

I locked the door and laid in my bed . Uncontrollable tears started falling from my eyes.