At some point I've realized that I was wrong about you , you don't care for me the way I do for you. It's different the attention I crave is not the attention you're willing to give and I feel sad that it took me all this time to realise. You have different priorities from mine you were on the first list of mine. I wait every single day for you to text back eagerly only to get one word replies. It hurts but I put myself in this situation. I thought I could finally experience teenage love but love is too much of a strong word for me. People throw around the word love not knowing the real meaning to what it is . It hurts that I want to be part of your life but that's not possible. I would have gone to every extent for us to meet but its reached a point that I no longer care as much as I used to , maybe I'm lying to myself who knows but its better than this emptiness I'm feeling.
