It was one of this Kenyan school holidays when I jus decided to join this club called the MUN at first I was tensed and shiit buh with time I got used to it.
It feels like It was jus the other day I loved how she acted all stubborn and she was somehow difficult to deal with, to me that was the greatest turn on how she used to act all rude and answered everyone however she wanted .when we started talking I knew that she was the one ,I knew it's her
Whenever she argued or talked I didn't really pay attention,yees she is all smart and brilliant but her voice damn her voiceee I didn't know that someone's voice would make me fumble this much ,with time we got close ,I don't know whether she didn't trust me or what but she never really opened up ,she took what we had as joke but with time I got the courage and I confessed how I really felt I was scared but I guess she felt the same way.
The more I got to know her the more I fell for her and right now am way too in love with her. Yees...I love her voice,her personality, behaviour, attitude,her beauty her perfect body,her beautiful eyes, the birth marks on her body but what I feel for her is unconditional. Mahn she just pulls me closer to her in every single way and she is unique.
Well people might call her a woman or a girl but for me she's an angel,she doesn't know but she makes my life worth living. But suddenly things started changing I guess she's bored of me or maybe it's what I was scared about when I met her maybe she found someone better, we used to have calls...lawd knows how much I miss that beautiful voice during the day and at night ,how much I miss her attention and time ,her stories ,her beautiful laughter...for a moment I used to feel like am living a dream.
All I want to tell her is;Alicia, the love of my life, is that am sorry for everything I've done maybe I haven't satisfied your wants in any way ,maybe I hurt you but am sorry I jus need you in my life it's you who I want it's you who makes me smile. My love for you is unconditional. You need to know that. Thank you for those interesting stories, thank you for those awkward cute moments, thank you for the advice and love. I know we can make things work ,I won't make you regret shit. I know ain't good at showing my emotions but I'll try and eventually I'll open up to you fully.
