So... Here I am again
Lost, confused and somehow done with this life. I'd like to thank you for the best few months of my life you know it ain't easy being with someone like me; someone stupid, undesirable, broken, heartless and unsupportive.
Well... Alicia I think it's time for me to just try and find myself, probably in death but yk I used to tell myself that if I was to go hell with you I'd enjoy It cause it would be my heaven cause of you. This pain and sorrow is like a disease that spreads and the last thing I want to see is you being sad or mad for some reason.
When I was 5 years old I saw this garden full of unique roses in France and I told myself that when I found the person I truly love I would take her to France, yees I cuffed some shawries and I told them about the France thing but they never understood. So some few months back I asked the UN people to give me a chance to go to France and they said they'd look into it and the one person I wanted to go with was you, I wanted us to go to the garden not just to see it and enjoy the beauty but it's a sign;you see how the many various unique types of roses make the world's most beautiful garden... The same way all your unique flaws make up a beautiful gal, that is you.
Sorry I could not satisfy your desires and fulfil your dreams. You deserve the best actually you deserve more than the best because everything about you.
THANKYOU FOR BEING THERE FOR ME THROUGH THICK AND THIN.
