Its been a year with you I think ,it was good at first (something heavenly, perfect in every way 🥺calls everyday ,long convos ,your interesting stories and everything interesting about you)
But it changed partly because of me and because of you🙂
ME. because I have neglected you , you're my queen I'm supposed to give you the best and nothing less but instead I just have you disappointments and failed expectations,failed promises ,me failing to open up which is not really intentional. Alicia I literally love you yees it's cringe but you are all I want. Your words cut deeper than anything else.
YOU. you disappeared and I got lost without you. I lost all happiness and all desire for the internet and people in general. When you came back I thought you switched sides and fell for shawries and not me🙂I became jealous asf cause you started distancing yourself jus because people showed you more attention and they loved you more 🙂then I realised that I wasn't shit. I lost you to them and I embraced the darkness which made me all emotionless and empty. There was even a day I was to take you on a date but I saw no use for it cause It would be shitty.
For you I've cried, I've given up some shit, I've lost my mind. What I want is you what I desire is you 🥲but what I desire the most more than anything else is you being happy of which you're happy without me 🙂. Some things you say cut deep like the day you said it would be better for us to part ways it broke me I never thought I'd cry over a shawty like that 🙂, whenever you say that you thinking twice about us it hurts it breaks my already broken heart even more.
What led to this My Love‽ What made us become this way‽We used to have that desire for each other but you changed 🙂I still have the same desire but I don't wanna disturb you.
You are beautiful 🥲I love everything about you technically it's unconditional love 🙂you make me smile, you take my pain away, you're my remedy and I never wanted to loose you.
All I have to say is thank you for being the best woman I'll ever meet and love I hope you stay 🥲💔jus knoe I appreciate you fully. I miss you though and I wanna take you for lots of dinner dates ,hold you tight ,make love to you, show you the inner me and show you a world full of magic...
I'm really sorry for all I did I humbly request for your forgiveness and I want your love again🥺
