The Virgin

Field

As soon as I could I left the room, saying I was going out to get food, I left through the front door, not even bringing money with me, or a jacket, but I didn't want Jungkook to be upset with me for staying with him and his friends, so I thought it was best. It was awkward, they were all talking to Jungkook as if I weren't actually there, "how was she" I remember someone asking, and I knew they weren't asking about my well being. Jungkook didn't answer any of the questions, he didn't take his eyes off of me, which made me squirm, so here I am.

I walked for ages and found a large field, bored out of my mind already, I texted Taehyung as I sat on a bench,

Y/N: hey Tae, Jungkook's friends are over so I've gone out for a bit, how was school?

Tae: it was okay, I can't wait for you to be back though, its not the same without you, how are you doing?

Y/N: I'm okay, I don't think his friends like me though, but its very fun with Jungkook when we are alone!

Tae: I bet it is ;)

Y/N: I didn't mean it like that!!

I hummed to myself and waited for a response, after a few minutes I realised that I wasn't getting one, I bet he's doing homework or something, I convinced myself. Just then my phone buzzed, I looked down but instead of the name Tae, Jungkook's name popped up, 

Jungkook: they've gone home, you can come back now.

I sighed, praying that he didn't send them home for me or something like that, because he should hang out with his friends, I could happily go for a walk by myself.

I got back about an hour later, shivering in the cold, I knocked on the door when I realised it was locked, "Where the fuck have you been?" Jungkook looked down at me, a mixture of anger and worry on his face, "I went for a walk, I told you guys I was going to?" I looked back at him, he wouldn't look at me, "What's wrong, why are you upset?" I asked him, walking into the living room and sitting down, it stunk of alcohol. "My mum and Deiji have gone to stay at my Grandad's tonight, I can't go because I've got to stay here with you." He sat away from me, from the way he was talking he was definitely drunk, but I hated the way he was talking to me.

"Well if you wanna go with them you can, I'll go home and stay there." As I spoke my voice cracked, tears began to form in my eyes, I stood up, "just let me get my stuff."

I slowly walked towards the door, Jungkook groaned loudly as I did so, and then I felt him grab my arm, "I don't want to go, Y/N" he whispered lightly, completely changing his emotions in the blink of an eye. A warm tear dripped down my face as I turned to face him, "but you were so angry?-" I muttered, shaking under his grip. "I'm sorry it's not at you, I think I'm angry at Jimin for what he did, I could never be angry at you" he breathed out slowly.

"so I can stay? I asked hopefully, and Jungkook stood, placing his hand on the side of my face and wiping away my tear with his thumb, he nodded and I breathed a sigh of relief, "so long as-" he spoke with a devilish grin, "-you don't mind being alone with me all night."