The things I would do for me and for you.

Am I fading?

Am I fading?
Or are the memories just old.
Am I fading?
Or your lies are getting old?
Am I fading?
Or am I still living in the past?
Am I fading?
Or has the best come to pass.

Tell me my love
Haven't you done enough?
Fed my heart its cravings
Then making it throw up.

Tell me my darling
Doesn't it get old?
I ask because I have never
lied about love before.

Tell me my sweetheart
Was it fun while it lasted?
Making my heart swim in the dark
Attack it like a shark did
Is it me or it
just wasn't much to ask
To not enter my life to leave once more
I feel like a white horse
A piece played on your chessboard.

Well done.
That's great.
You've achieved something mate!
You took my heart and turned it blind
Left it in the dark and
now it shall never find
Someone who can open the door.
Like you did once before.

For you had swallowed the key
When you left me that night
In a sobbing mess
Right by the kitchen cabinet
For all the neighbours
to gawk and gasp
And squawk and ask
"Are you quite alright dear"
"Do you need a hand"
Or "you're in such a state"
"All over a man?"

So you left me.
And embarrassed me too
Left me numb to pain
and in love with you.