Love through letters

Mai bhi to tum hi hu na😉

"Waiting does not bother me, nor does the distance that is cropping up between us. All I want is a true commitment and to know that your heart will never change."

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Dear Bondita,

Samajh nhi aa rha ke kaisay shuru karu. Bohot himmat karke aapne man ki sari baate tumse kehne ja rha hu. I know, bohot samay lga diya tumhare pati babu ne tumse ye sab kuch kehne me. Iske liye, you must be very angry with me, right? Or kyu na ho, hona hi chahiye. Par tum to janti ho na shona ke tumhare pati babu kitne buddhu hai? Bas is baar maaf kardo na please.

You know what Bondita, I don't feel bad for sending you to Dalhousie. What I feel bad for is the way I chose to do so. Mana Manorama se vivah karna galat tha par kya tumhare uajwal bhavishya ke liye tumhe vaha bhejna galat tha? Tumne kaisay maan liya shona that your pati babu doesn't care for you anymore. Is this how much trust you had on me. Itna bura ban gya kya mai tumahri nazro me jo mujhe pati babu to choro biristra babu tak bulane me tumhe takleef hoti hai. Achha lgta hai jaan ke ki humaare ghar walo se narazgi nhi hai tumhari. Unke chehre par jhalakti hai khushi jab bhi tum unse telephone pe baat karti ho. Or utna hi dukh hota hai mujhe jab tum mujhse na baat karne ke bahaane dhoondhti ho. Kya thodi shi bhi yaad nhi aati meri Shona. Na koi patra, na hi telephone

khair , mai tumhe kya bolu jab mujhme hi itni himmat nhi hui ke mai hi baat karu tumse. Janti ho shona, jis Bondita se mai kabhi bhi kuch bhi keh skta tha ,aaj us se baat karne ke liye mujhe bohot himmat jutani padi or jaanta hu kahi na kahi iska zimmadaar bhi mai khud hi hu. Par kya karu shona, at least give me a chance to explain myself. Please talk to me Bondita. I cant live with this guilt of breaking such a innocent heart shona. I keep going over how we got here. I  know that we both had a lot of things that needed to be said for a long time, and saying them was healthy because we can't address any of our issues if we aren't willing to talk about them with each other. No person is perfect and no relationship is perfect, but that doesn't mean we can't make sure ours is perfectly imperfect!

I want us to be able to talk openly about all this, so if that's in letters like this one or on the telephone, let's lay our cards out on the table and see what we've got. I'm going to start: you mean the world to me and I don't want to lose this. I'm here to do what I can to resolve all our issues. Let's be on the same team, okay?

Keenly Waiting for your reply. Please shona, please talk to me. Let it be through the letters but please.

Yours Sakhababu

Anirudh

While Anirudh was writing this letter, streams of tears were continuously flowing through his eyes. There was a fear in his heart of loosing someone very dearly to him .Fear of rejection, fear of separation, was so soo deep that it was greatly affecting his health. No proper food intake was being consumed and sleep was far away from his eyes. Janaab ko thodi thodi Bondita rooz chaiye. Thodi chorni nhi or puri rakhni nhi. Vo kya hai na Zimmadari le rakhi hai. Ab neend gawa ke bhi nibhaani to padegi na (note the sarcasm).

Even though there was fear, the determination of winning back that innocent heart and the trust of that someone was not at all deniable. He was afraid but determined at the same time and that too much more than anything.

Anirudh to himself: Janta hu shona, thoda samay lagega par ye bhi jaanta hu ke meri Bondita mujhse zayda dino tak naaraz nhi reh skti, ek na ek din mai tumhe mana kar hi rahunga or uske liye chahe mujhe kuch bhi kyu na karna pade.

Achha, kya karoge tum Anirudh. Kaisay manaoge use, itna aasan hai kya.

Anirudh turned around and saw himself standing with folded arms and leaning on his desk near his sitting self on the sofa.

Anirudh with annoyed expressions: Are bhai tum fir aa gye, mujhe kahi bhi chain se rehne doge tum? Jaha zaroorat nhi bhi hoti waha bhi chale aate ho.

(with surprised expressions) chale aate ho matlab?, mai tum hi to hu ,mai kaha jaau ab bhala. waisay bhi meri bondita ko to bhej hi chuke ho mujhse dur.

Anirudh while raising his eyebrow: Kya matlab meri bondits?, tumhari Bondita kab se ho gai vo. Vo sirf meri Bondita hai. Abhi tak mere alawa maiay kisis ko ye adhikaar nhi diye ke vo Bondita ko apna kahe.

(with amusement)Achha par mai tum hi to hu na Anirudh, aur ye adhikaar tumhe kisne diya ke tum ye tay karo ke vo kiski hai ya kiski nhi hai. Aapke siddhanto ke hisaab se, ye to ek ladki ka adhikkar hota hai ke vo khud ye tay kare ke vo kiski banna chahti hai or kiski nhi. ( with sarcasm)

Anirudh with slight stutter: Ha...haa vo to mai maanta hi hu par mai Bondita ka legal guardian hu. Uske liye faisle lene ka adhikaar hai mujhe.

Achha. Par vo sirf uske 18 saal ke hone tak ke liye na. Uske baad to vo kisi ko bhi chun skti hai , jo shayed tum na ho. Kyu, sahi keh rha hu na mai.(in teasing tone)

Anirudh was in his thoughts but after some seconds , A smile appeared or his face and he confidently said : Bondita patni hai meri, to kisi or ko chunne ka koi sawaal hi paida nhi hota ,agar kabhi ye naubat aati bhi hai to mai apni Bondita ko vo saare adhikaar dunga jiski vo hakdaar hai. Uska adhikaar hai apne liye apni pasand ka koi Jeevan saathi chun na or use ye adhikaar zaroor milega par keval sahi samay aane ke baad. Abhi uska guardian Mai hu or mujhe pura adhikaar hai ye tay karne ka ke uske liye kon sahi hai or kon nahi or baat rhi apni shona ko manane ki , to vo chahe mujhse kitna bhi bhaag le par mai kabhi bhi use khud se itna door jaane hi nhi dunga ke vo khud ko mujhse door kar ske.

(with a smirk on his face)To Meri patni to mere paas wapas laane ki zimmedaari lete ho Barrister Anirudh Roy Chaudhry? Soch lo , ek baar is raaste pe chal liye to there would be no turning back.

Anirudh again with annoyed expression: Wapas ana bhi kon chahta hai. Mera koi bhi faisla jo bondita se juda ho vo galat nhi hone dunga mai .(with determination).Pehle hi bohot galtiya ho chuki hai mujhse, ab or nhi. Or haa, aakhri baar kahunga ,meri patni hai vo.(with irritated expressions)

(while showing innocent face) Mai bhi to wahi keh rha hu Anirudh. Mai bhi to tum hi hu na.( while trying to resist his laugh)And he disappeared before Anirudh can reply him. Actually he doesn't wanted to be beaten by himself.

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