Love through letters

Back home❤️

Love is when he gives you a piece of your soul, that you never knew was missing.

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At Dalhousie

For the last four days, there were no significant phone calls between them. Bondita was disappointed that he hadn't even attempted to call her. She was now organizing her belongings for the afternoon train that is scheduled to take her home tomorrow. She will be going alone at night for the first time, which is somewhat unexpected for her. She won't get to her destination until tomorrow evening, maybe until the night, where her family members will be waiting for her. Rishika was too present there, helping Bondita pack. She asked her, "I hope you already told Anirudh babu that you'll arrive by evening train and not by morning one Bondita." When Bondita didn't respond, Rishika frowned.

"Idhar deekh, meri taraf. Tune nhi bataya unhe?" to which bondita shakes her head and looks away. "Tu pagal ho gai hai na. Ye kya bachpana hai bondita. Tu jaanti hai na vo kis wajah se nhi aa paae. Itni narazgi kis liye fir?" She scolded.
"Pta nhi. Mai nhi jaanti ye sab. Ab mujhe bura lga to mai kya karu. Mai naaraz hu unse. Nhi pta mujhe unki galti hai ya nhi. Or mai Tulsipur nhi jaa rhi. Krishnanagar se Chandrachoor jamai babu aa rhe hai mujhe lene. Mai maa ke saath rahungi. Or tu unki tarafdaari kyu kar rhi hai. Meri dost hai ya unki?" bondita asked while frowning.

"Dost teri hu, par sahi vo hai. Tu alag kaisy reh sakti hai unse? Patni hai na tu unki Bondita." She said calmly trying to make her understand but unfortunately, bondita was determined this time. she simply denied to her every request. "Tujhe lagta hai tu subeh nhi aayegi to vo ghar chale jayenge? Unka bas chalega to hafto tak wahi baithe reh jayenge tera intazaar karne ke liye."

"pta hai mujhe. isi liye saree pehan kar jaa rhi hu. Chehra hi nhi dekhenge to pehchanenge kaisay?" she said causing Rishika to scoff.

" Unhone bachpan se tujhe saree me hi deekha hai. Or to or, Tune khud unhe apni tasveer bheji thi. Bhool gai? Or waise bhi, tujhe pehchaan ne ke liye unhe tera chehra dekhne ki zaroorat nhi. Suna tha maiay jab mai bengal me thi. kaisay tujhe heera mandi se churane ke liye zameen aasmaan ek kar diya tha unhone. Tujhe lagta hai tujhe aisay hi jaane denge vo?"

"Jaanti hu. Teri har baat maanti bhi hu. Par kabhi koi meri taraf se kyu nhi sochta. Sirf mujhe pta hai mujhpe kya beeti thi jab Vo apni dusri patni ko ghar laae the. Zayda kuch nhi maanga tha uske baad Maine, bas ek baar baat karna chahti thi. Unhe batana chahti thi ke ab bas kariye, it's hurting me very bad. Ek baar sun ne se bhi inkaar kar diya unhone mujhe. Koi baat nhi, Par mere waha se aane ka ehsaas unhe 3 mahine baad hua? Uske pehle baat karne ki kabhi ichha nhi hui? Baate banana aasaan hota hai. Pta hai mujhe, kyu nhi aa paa rhe hai vo. Maanti bhi hu, par har baar hurt to mai hi hoti hu na. Wajah chahe koi bhi ho?"

As tears begin to come from her eyes, she says. Since she received no response to her query, there was total silence. Isn't it true though? Yes, of course it was, but this time, not even he was wrong. Everyone believes she is over what happened, but it is obvious that she wasn't. In order to close this chapter permanently, he must take action. It still bothers her, and it is his primary responsibility to get rid of any barriers or difficulties that can cause his bondita to feel unpleasant. It wouldn't be simple this time, though.

She wiped away her tears after a little while and declared, "I wouldn't go to Tulsipur. not this easily. I am aware that bringing up these issues again would not help, but if they are to be entirely cleared, they must be brought up. He needs to win me over once again if he wants me back. since there would be no effort on my behalf this time. He only needs to work by himself. Agar unhe gussa aata hai, ya bura lagta hai, koi baat nhi. Mujhe bgi lga tha. Unhe bhi lagna chaiye." she stated causing Rishika nod understandingly. "Tu deekh paygi unhe bura lagega to?" she asked, being genuinely concerned. "Nhi, Par unka hi tareeka unpe aazmaane me koi dikkat nhi hai mujhe."