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Chapter 3

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SORRY IT'S BEEN SO LONG!!!! I HAVE BEEN SUPER BUSY AND I APOLOGIZE!!!!!!!!! I made sure it was longer than my normal chapter so please forgive meeeee! 

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"Why are we here Nicki?" Matt asked as soon as we pulled up at the mall. "Well people normally come here to shop. Hence the name 'The Mall'."I said getting off my bike.

"But why are WE here? Why would you bring me along with you to shop?"

Sometimes boys are so clueless. "Matt, we are here because you are changing your 'image'. And I'm picking out your clothes. So deal with it bitch." And with that, I stuck out my tongue and pulled him by his hand into the mall.

-----------3 hours later---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

Matt and I were now sitting at the food court, surrounded by a whole wardrobe worth of shopping bags. He argued at first, but eventually he cracked and let me buy him all the clothes he'd need to start changing his image into a hot bad boy.

"So I still don't get why I had to change my image? I mean, yeah I get your plan but why do I have to change?" Matt asked, in between bites of orange chicken.

"Look, you dress like a complete dork, but you aren't one. Your personality is like me. Just because you are smart, doesn't give people the right to bully you, and your wardrobe didn't really help with that." He nodded and continued eating, not replying.

In two weeks, if he'll let me, he could be on top. Every girl outside of that school would love to date him. I can't wait to take him to a party. Okay so maybe I'm not a virgin. So what? I'm not the type to be in a committed relationship with someone I "love". I've never been in love before. Not romantically. I love my family and couple of friends. But, I don't know how it feels to be in a real relationship. I'm more of the party girl, goes out and has fun.

I can't do commitment...

It makes me feel cheap...

I'm so screwed up. It doesn't make sense to others, but when I was into relationships and all that bullshit, I felt like crap. Because while the guy told me how I'm on his mind, and I'm the girl for him, and I'm the only girl he has eyes for, it's never the same for me. I don't love them. They aren't my first or last thought of the day. I look at other guys and notice how hot they are. And when they buy me stuff, I feel terrible and cheap and like crap. I'd rather you print out a picture and put it in a frame than buy me stuff. Relationships only ruin friendships. It never works out like the movies with happy ending. 

 Enough of this sappy stuff for one day. I stood up when we were done and Matt and I started to leave the mall. Until we ran into captain of the slut squad, Kate. "Hey Nicki! It's Nicki right? Ya know, I'm gonna let what happened in the cafeteria slide because you are pretty and could have potential.. if you stay away from Alex. I am going to be his girlfriend. So why don't you just back off of him and I'll let you be friends with me." Kate said, with an ugly sneer on her face.

Please tell me she is kidding. She has to be kidding. One can't be that stupid.

"Look, Kate... I want nothing to do with Alex. Or you for that matter. The mere thought of even socializing with you makes my blood curdle. And you can tell your (Extreme Air Quotes done here) Boyfriend that he should back off of me. " I smirked back.