LONELY EYES || JJK

#10

When be wakes up this time, he's surrounded by white. White walls, white ceiling, white light, white clothes. He wonders if he's passed and gone to heaven. But that though slowly slips his mind when he hears a jolting voice.

"Jungkook, you're awake!"

He looked over to the vice and sees a woman he hasn't met in a long time. His older sister. She runs up to his bed.

Jungkook waves, awkwardly looking around.

"The hospital," she sighed, throwing herself onto the boys figure in a hug. "Oh,Jungkook, don't you remember? You called me saying you were hurt and needed help,"

The boy nods slowly, patting the girl on the  back. "Yeah, it's sort of coming back to me now,"

"Everyone was so worried about you, even mom and dad came back from their business trip to make sure you were okay,"

"Mom and dad?" The boy asked, he hasn't been in the best communication with them recently.

"Yea, they stopped all their business shut and I even think they stopped fighting because of how scared they were for you," she let go of his torso and whispered.

"I see," he felt a dull ache in his head, and reached up to find a few bandages located on his forehead. "I'll rest a bit,"

"Okay, let me know if you need anything. According to the doctors, you can leave by the end of the day," she smiled, heading to the door.

"Actually, wait, there is one thing," he interjected, causing his sister to turn around.

"Did anyone by the name Binna show up at all?"

His heart knew deep down what the answer was but he need to hear it out loud.

"No, just me, mom and dad, but I can double check with the front desk if you-,"

"- no, no, it's okay, thank you," and the boy gave her a genuine smile.

"Anytime,Jungkook, just remember I'm always here for you," and with that she left, letting the door close behind her.

He reached for his phone. She wasn't in any of their pictures. He contact had vanished and her name wasn't on his school roster either.

She was really gone.

He knew that he had other people to go go now. But hr still felt so alone.

He missed her so deeply. He felt his heart pound in sorrow and loss. How was it possible to miss someone who you weren't sure even existed? Jungkook didn't know the answer to that question. He just knew how he felt.

And once more he let the tears fall from his lonely eyes.