The Locket Impact

☆6☆"Uh Hi, we met again, didn't we?

Nabi texted me. It was around 8am. There were 9+ messages, probably the pics that we took today were the reason there was so many messages. It was late so I didn't wanted to ruin her sleep. She's really pretty, I don't want her to ruin her beauty sleep.

I literally forgot I had school tomorrow. But I didn't do my homework. If I didn't sleep I would look dead. If I slept now I would get eyebags due to lack of sleep.

So, I went to my bathroom and used my cleanser. Coming back in the room, I went to my skincare shelf and took out the moisturizer, serum, hydrating face mask and eye mask. After applying serum and moisturizer, I applied my eye mask above which I applied my face mask. Perfect.

Applying those I sat in my study table and studied all of those math, science and all. I was quite enjoying it. I loved studying. But I don't wear glasses so according to society I don't look like a typical nerd which I don't believe because glasses are for seeing not for fitting in a particular aesthetic. Is nerd an aesthetic though? Some people make it their aesthetic. Ok I should probably stop getting distracted by my thoughts and study.

However, now some randon notification decided to appear on my phone.

Undefinable amount of annoying.

It was from instagram. Sabir send me a follow request? Ok not so unusual everyone does that chill. I really didn't wanted to give him a follow back as I had no interest to make it seem like I am interested in him, even as a friend which we are not.

However, didn't he get anytime to send me a follow request than to send at a time when I should be sleeping.

Nevermind, I just did my homework and studied a little extra cause why not.

5 hours later, I completed my study and I was not feeling drowsy, thanks to my face mask but I cannot tolerate it in my face anymore so I just removed it of.

《《《《《TIME SKIPPED TO SCHOOL》》》》》

I got ready to go to school. I couldn't tell my mum that I stayed awoke last night. It's unhealthy so I totally get that.

Going to school, today I decided to go in a bus as usual.

I sat in the bus and looked in the window. Nothing new, just random vehicles and buildings. Gosh, my tonsils were in pain.

One stop, another stop left before I reach the school.

The lady that sat beside me reached there destination in the first spot so the seat was empty.

However, a boy decided to sat beside me gosh what a pain. To make things worse, the boy that sat beside me was a undoubtedly handsome man named Sabir.

"Uh Hi, we met again, didn't we?", Sabir. If it wasn't for our eyes locking, I wouldn't even dare to stare at him now I cannot help but respond to him.

"Hi, yeah looks like we are gonna be seeing each other quite often." Gosh why did I have to mess this up. "See often"? No, that's embrassing. Ok, maybe I should stop overreacting but a thousand thoughts are erupting in my head. He's so gorgeous. I still am not in love though.

Love for me is a very precious thing. Being in love means to be ready to give your whole life just to be with that person. So, I try to be very careful while picking friends. That would quite explain why I never really had any bf.

The rest of the trip went silently thank gosh.

I decided to see the messages Nabi texted me. Gosh I loved the pictures.

She went by "HII!! ITS NABII!! IT WAS REALLY FUN TO SPEND TIME WITH YOU!! I REALLY WISH WE COULD SPEND TIME AGAIN!!" They were all in capital letter.

I tried to match her energy so I also wrote as much as I could.

And with that the thought of Sabir came in my mind. You know, how majority people of this generation thinks that not following someone means they're not interested in them? That was the reason I didn't follow Sabir. So that he would forget about me. If he didn't, I could sense my next hearbreak coming.

And finally, the bus came to the next i.e last stop. Sabir gave me a smile which made his eyes shine. The way his eyes could barely be seen as it was covered by the cheeks was the only thing I found interesting in here.

I gave a "okay kinda weird" look and now I am having doubts about it. I shouldn't had to be this mean. How would I feel if someone did this to me even though I wouldn't smile at a randon women. But, I just hope he forgets about it.

We went to the class, not together. He was mixed among all the students that were waking to reach the classroom. Some probably making out, asking out, bestfriendships, insta acc, etc.

This time I again coincidently sat beside Sabir .It but I didn't care or perhaps I didn't wanted to care. The girl I met on the first day decided to sit in the other side. She was talking to someone. Great. But, my eyes landed on someone that sat one seat after Sabir. It was Sabir noticed me but we just.. ignored I guess.

"Hii how are you? Totally unexpected.", I said hoping she would say something.

"Great you?",she says. I noticed a sad look on her face. "Great. Nice to meet you.. again I see.", I said as I passed a smile and she passed which faded quite quickly. "Hey, is anything wrong?",I asked as I put a hand on her shoulder. I saw a tear rolling from her eye to her cheek. "Hey, are you okay? Please tell me what's happening.", I said now totally concerned. I am not a friend of her I guess. Maybe I am considering the fact that she is sweet and friendly. "Let's go to the washroom.", she says as she head to the girls' washroom.

We go to the washroom. Nabi peeks at all of the stall to see if anybody was there. Crap. Somebody was there. So, she took my hand and went to the hallroom. There were a lot of.. juniors. They were really small for some unknown reason which I probally will find out. Sitting in a corner she finally decided to reveal things that I didn't know would be the start to my.. first heartbreak? Or maybe would be the vaseline to my wound?  (What was that ew)

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SubiiSaf

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