The Locket Impact

☆7☆"No.. Mrs. Elena... you don't get it."

"I cannot believe it's all happening right now.", she says sobbing. Needless to say, she looks even even more pretty while crying. However, I don't want to see her crying. I just feel so bad about it that it is hurting my heart to the utmost level.

"Please, just please tell me.", I said but she just kept sobbing. I took her hands and hold them in mine and said, "Look, no matter what it is, just tell me."

"You know, how it feels when no one could remove this feeling. The burning feeling that is the regret of it happening. Questioning why it happened? Like drowning and every single human hates you? That is what I am feeling right now", she says.

"It's okay. I believe in you."-I.

Sighing she said,"You know there is this guy named Sabir? I was in a relation with him for 1 year straight. He just left me."

I couldn't believe what I just heard. Was that really true? Sabir? How could I feel like that? Why is this so painful. Nabi's sobbing continued louder. At this moment, I have to support her. Besides, I am not attracted to this random weird dude right?

And with that ladies and gentlemen, I feel strong. I am a women not a girl who would be attracted to someone randomly. Yeah my humour works well when someone is crying. Oh, I forgot about Nabi.

Looking at Nabi, I tried to bring out the motivational side of me. I must come up with words. Gosh, how could this much tear even come out of her. Like never-ending. But, I do feel bad about it. "Look, Nabi. You must be strong. If everyone in this world leaves you, I will be beside you. I will be beside your side always. In your ups and downs.... whenever you say. All I need is a happy face of yours but don't you dare to put a fake smile." I said. "I-I-I understand Sierra. I am really happy for each and every word you said. Maybe I should improve myself right? But I can't-", says Nabi and she kept crying. Oh no, did I make this worse?

I was trying to comfort her when I looked at my watch and saw it was time for my class. Now, Nabi doesn't look convincing. "Hey Nabi, I have to go to the class. I really gotta. So yeah bye and I'm sorry but I need to attend my classes.", I said. She made a sign to point a yes. I know I shouldn't leave her. But, times of necessity.

I went to the class. Class had begun right after.

♤♤♤♤Class is over♤♤♤♤

I went to check in on Nabi. She wasn't there. As I was walking quicly, I almost bumped into Sabir. His ocean blue eyes were looking so pretty. He was trying to lower his gaze but seemingly failed at that. About other people, I couldn't hear any weird sounds so it was just random people and not the popular ones. Anyways he literally smelled like vanilla. It was so good. I wanted to leave him and go search Nabi. But sonething inside of me wanted him so badly. Not romantically but I love the way he makes me feel. "You seem to be in a hurry. Mind if I follow you?", he says and oh my gosh his voice was deep, slow and so good.

"Oh um if you want to.", at least I didn't say yes.

I know it may seem creppy but his aura tells me he is interested in spending time with me so, I'll be happy to accompany him. Oh no, he's the one accompanying me. Sometimes, the sound in my mind can make mistakes but that's fine. I love my mind. I love everything about myself except the fact that I hate the idea of thinking I am full when I actually need food.

I was going with Sabir when a teacher grabbed my arm and said, "We need to speak in private, shall we?". After saying that, she looks at Sabir and indicates him to stay for a bit.

The teacher was Mrs. Elena. She was a nice women in her 40's. She was a tall, black women. She had really thick and curly hair. I love women who have the confidence to not hide their wonderful hair. She was around 5 feet 2 inches.

We both went into her office. She let me seat.

She held my hand. At that moment, I knew something was off.

"Look Sierra, your father had been suffering from some chronic illness and unfortunately h-he might have been... a little too sick.", she says.

At this point, I was... just frozen. My mind and my body became cold and numb. How could they keep as a secret from me?

"Why didn't father take the necessary steps? He had enough money and all", I said and I could feel something liquid in my eyes.

Mrs. Elena sighed and said, "Unfortunately, I don't know anything. Your brother just called me to inform this to you. They all, most importantly your mother needs you."
"No.. mrs. Elena... you don't get it. This is staged. This is a whole murder. You know what, I am leaving and do not say anything about this to anyone.  Just say I am sick.", I said going outside of the class. I also decided to inform Nabi but from the look on her face, I could see that Aunt Gracie informed her.

I cannot express how's it feeling. In fact it is nothing. Just coldness. Like my mind can go crazy any second and when it will, I will not be able to control it. Nabi took my hand and asked me for the keys of my locker. She kept assuring me everything is allright by patting by head and shoulder. She had a breakdown few seconds ago but she could do it. Strong women I see.

I cannot. Help. Please I am begging. This pain inside my head. No tears is in my eyes anymore. I want to see my father but I am feeling a weird, discomforting feeling.

"You've gotten your period. Let's help you get changed.", she said and my heart sank.

This was the very last thing I expected. Great.

I am trying and trying and trying to keep myself together but looks like the whole environment is playing me.

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SubiiSaf

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