TRIGGER WARNING;
MENTIONS OF SUICIDE
*No one pov*
"I'm sorry, I told you id never break your heart...I lied. "
That was all Nayeon could hear through her sobs. Even though Jeongyeon wasn't present anymore to actually say it, the words kept replaying over and over again in her head and she wanted it to stop. She laid, in the spot on the bed where her lover used to lay, she was freezing cold, but Jeongyeon was no longer there to give her warmth, to make her feel better, to give her soft and sweet kisses when she's sad. Well maybe she is, Nayeon just can't feel it anymore.
*Nayeon pov*
I wish I could have died with her. I can't stand to be without her.
I heard a light knock on my bedroom door and didn't say anything. I just sat laid in Jeongyeons spot on the bed with my face buried in her pillow, breathing in her scent while it still lasted, it was the only thing keeping my breathing somewhat steady. I heard the door open, and someone walk in but still didn't move a muscle. The bed dipped beside me, and I looked over at the cause of it and it was none other than Momo. She was looking at me with damp eyes. Shes been staying with me at mine and Jeongyeons house to comfort me, it was no use though because I locked myself in my room almost all day long. I only left when she forced me to eat. If she wasn't here, I wouldn't be eating. I think the main reason she's still staying with me is to make sure I don't harm myself. I really don't want to be here anymore and she knows that.
"You ok?" She asked with sad eyes.
"No, I'll never be ok." I said with a blank expression. I sat up and laid back against the headboard of the bed and continued. "What she did will never be ok either."
"Is that bothering you?"
I hummed and she nodded.
"You know, she just wanted you to hate her only so you wouldn't be hurting the way you are now" She explained and sniffled.
"If she would have told me what was going on, we would have been able to make the best of the time she had left on this earth. Instead, we spent it fighting, I spent it hating her." Saying that was enough for me to break down in tears and fall into Momos arms. She hugged me tight and let out a few more tears while I cried a whole ocean.
"I know we could have been having a good time, but I really just wanted you to hate me so you wouldn't hurt."
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