N.D.A [Choi Seungcheol (SVT)]

Crazy in love

The past few days are the same seungcheol telling me to never skip eating and letting me rest most of the time the other members are also being extra careful they make sure to ask seungcheol if they can come see me or if they want me to come with them to go out. He always make sure that if he's leaving me that one of the members is with me if not his manager is on the look out for me.

I understand that he's scared that something might happen to me again but I'm not a a child I can handle myself he's also extra sweet and clingy I can tell that he can already feel that this thing between us is almost done 8 more days and they'll leave. We haven't talk about Us and the baby I don't know my mind is debating if I should tell him and just let him decide or keep it to myself for I know that I wouldn't be able to see him again, I told myself that I'll cut all of our possible communication and forget everything that had happened in the past 2months.

"YN?"

"Yes I'm in the bedroom"

"Hi baby how are you feeling?"

"This is the 3rd time you asked me seungcheol, I'm doing fine nothing to worry about"

"I'm just making sure, you can't blame me. Oh and before I forgot I have something for you"

"Hm? What?"

Seungcheol took my left hand and inserted a ring on my finger it's a simple petite ring with 3 stud diamonds.

"What's this for?" It's so pretty like it's made for me but how did he know my ring size?

"Promise ring, I promise that I'll always love you whatever the circumstances are to love you and take care of you and be always there for you when you needed me. We might be far away from each other but I promise to be honest and committed to you only. I promise to change this ring to a wedding ring in the perfect time. Will you wait for me? I might be selfish but I want to know if you can wait for me"

"Cheol"

"And if by any chance you can't and you find someone knew who can make you happy more than I do will you also promise me that you will tell me no matter how hard and throw this ring away and forget everything about me and that if it ever gets hard to wait don't dwell on what we used to have move on and hate me, throw words my way and by then it will be easier for you. To let me go"

"I want you to be happy YN, I promise myself the day I told you my feelings that I will do everything to make you happy even if that includes not being with you."

"Seungcheol. I like you the first time I saw you, and I fell in love with you the day I can't erase how your touch felt on my skin and how your face lingers in my head all the time. I will wait until we can finally be together I trust you with all I have"

"I love you YN with all my heart"

"I love you too Seungcheol Choi."

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The next day, I went to Seventeen's concert
As long always they're all out and it feels like it's the first time I'm watching them.

I took my phone and record videos and took some photos for memories. I'm thinking of putting it in an album.

After the concert I went to backstage i saw that they have strawberries on the table I hope they have salt in here this are my cravings anything sour or salty. I looked and asked around then I washed the strawberries again put it in a paper plate with salt I sat on one of the couches while waiting for seventeen to finish.

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"Hyung, what's wrong with YN?" Mingyu asked his leader that's busy changing clothes.

"Huh, what do you mean? Scoups asked curiously.