N.D.A [Choi Seungcheol (SVT)]

Don't listen in secret

Jeonghan background/POV

Seattle concert -
I saw one of the crew grab seungcheol after our concert, i don't know where he's going but I tried following him, after a few minutes they stopped by another room. He sat on the couch facing my way while I had a glimpse of a woman she's wearing an all leather outfit with a long brown curled hair.

What's this meeting all about?? After the door is closed I left and went back to the room where the other seventeen members are getting ready so we can eat and go back to the hotel.

I want to ask Scoups but I don't know how to ask him that I won't look like intervening or looking for gossips. He's all smiley? and I keep seeing him smirk by himself. Weird guy.

I went to my room with DK since he's usually my roommate and next door is Scoups. After 2hours, I can hear breathy voices and the bed creaking next door. What could Scoups be doing at this time? I looked at DK but it looks like he's not hearing it he's still fast asleep, I'm a light sleeper I can hear even the tiny noise. Now this noise Scoups doing is keeping me awake, after 30mins the noise and the creaks stop. I checked the time on my phone and it's 1am. I can finally sleep in peace.

6am
I got hungry, I will check downstairs if they already have coffee serve then hopefully I can go back to sleep. Going out I saw a woman left Seungcheol's room. "What? It's only 6am, who is she?"  my eyes followed her form going all the way to the elevator.
"Ah maybe one of the crews? She looks familiar tho"

My curiosity is killing me, should I ask him?
"Yah, coups. yesterday after the concert I saw you enter one of the rooms in the arena with one of our crew. What was that for?" I want to ask about the woman I saw but I don't want him to take it the wrong way.

"Promise me you won't tell anyone, atleast not yet"
Coups whispered "Okay?" Why does it have to be a secret. "I met a woman, she's a fan. I saw her the moment she entered the venue I have this urge to meet her, talk to her, and get to know her so I asked one of the crew to take her in the backstage after the concert and proposed to sign an NDA" 

I can't believe it, Choi seungcheol? He's against in this type of contracts he hates it hearing this from him makes me even more curious what does she have that the others don't? Face? Body? Him risking it, She's probably worth it.

Meeting YN
After the concert, Scoups asked us to stay and he will get someone he wants us to meet. 5mins in coups went inside with a woman she's not that tall maybe around 5'4 she have fair skin but not like coups and woozi, she have long brown hair, she's slim and of course pretty. I have this idea that she's the same woman I saw last time everything matches her and Seungcheol's ideal type.

Scoups told us YN will be staying with us all throughout the North America tour well 2mons is not that long.

YN, is a quiet woman she doesn't really talk that much she's always smiling and gets shy whenever Scoups do something sweet for her. The boys are getting close with her especially the maknae line they treat her like an older sister while the 97 line are like her best friends since they're all the same age. It's funny how they all just vibe together like they all knew each other for awhile.

Watching her sing for the first time gave me this impression that she might be an angel before like me? I think her voice is the same voice you'll hear when you go up in heaven. Her voice suits her face. Beautiful.

Scoups, gets protective of her from drinking to seeing YN with the members. I can't blame him but also he is the reason, he asked us to befriend her and make her feel she's at home with us. I know he's jealous of Wonwoo and their constant interaction sucks to be him.

As time goes by that we get to know her, and spend time with her I now understand why seungcheol likes her. She's different, a woman with class.

Currently, I keep watching her she have this habit of scrunching her nose, pouting and her eyes gets small when she smiles and laugh. I want a woman like her but unfortunately there's only one her and she's already Seungcheol's. We all promise not to fight because of a woman and I will keep my end of the bargain.

Until that one night, the younger ones keep giving me shots I lost track of time and I got drunk YN helped me and carried me all the way to my room seeing her pout after lecturing me to not drink again I have this urge to kiss her, those lips that I dream about at night. I grab her neck so I can kiss her and it's like what I imagined, her lips so small but sweet with her cherry balm in my lips she tried pushing me away I don't want let go yet but my eyes are about to close then the last thing I heard was the door.

I've decided that I'll pretend that the kiss never happen. I don't want Scoups to notice that something changed with how me and YN treat each other. I tried to make a conversation with her during breakfast "YN do you like desserts?" She answered me without looking up.

"Stupid Jeonghan, give her space"

We had a shoot for one famous magazine the call time is so early and I hate myself for staying up so late. 3pm we're back in the hotel I heard that YN is having a photo shoot for the Merch line that will be release next month. I'm not planning to see her but Hoshi drag me to one of the conference room where they're doing the pictorial. As always she's pretty, glowing even blatantly telling me that Scoups got her and he's taking care of her.

Scoups went out with one of the managers he said they're adding more boards while this time will be for the hotels advertisement. At 5:30 we all went down to check on YN, this time she's having a shoot by the Pool wearing a red swimsuit did anyone told her the red is her color? She looks dangerous wearing red and red is Seungcheol's color, why are they so compatible. I hate it

Scoups asked us to join him and YN for dinner we decided to go to a Ramen place. I sat infront of her this isn't the first time I saw her this close but it feels different? Is it because I have this feelings I'm hiding from her. After a while she informed us she's going to the restroom, I decided to follow her while she's busy washing her hands I stand behind her I can see she's surprised it's the woman's restroom after all.

"Han are you lost? The men's is on the other side"
She's now facing me, this is the only time I can talk to her without her avoiding me.

"I remembered, what I did. I'm sorry It wasn't supposed to happen. I'm drunk and I don't know what happened I just have this urge to kiss you."

"Han, forget it it's done and like you said it's the alcohol you're drunk and you're not in your right state of mind let's pretend it never happened"

"What if I don't want to forget? That I'm thankful that I was drunk and I had the courage to do it? to kiss you?"

I don't get why I'm spilling her this, because I know for a fact she will not like me back she's inlove with my bestfriend.

"Han, you know I'm with seungcheol"

So what YN, you're binded by the contract and that's it after the contract both of you will be strangers he will forget about you and forget all of this happened."

That's fucking stupid Yoon Jeonghan! Get ahold of yourself she's crying and it's because of me.

YN, I'm sorry I just got carried away I'm sorry for what I said"

"I know I'm a douchebag, and I'm sorry I can't hide my feelings anymore I feel like you have to know. I'll try staying away, I'll try not to care. I don't want to see you hurt because of me and this stupid feelings of mine. But if ever seungcheol hurt you in any way, I will not be idle and just stand and see you get hurt he's my brother but I will take you away from him if I have to"

I told her to go back, I don't want Scoups and DK to think of something else. I can't hold the tears that's about to fall, so instead of going back in the restaurant I went back to the Van to some alone time.

This is your own fault, if you just didn't fall in love with your bestfriend's woman you won't be like this.
Help yourself and move on Han, that's better before Scoups finds out.

To be continued