N.D.A [Choi Seungcheol (SVT)]

Healing

Jeonghan POV

I don't want to leave YN by herself but I have to they need to talk and sort this out I'm the one who's at fault if I just listened to my gut feeling this wouldn't happen but it's not wrong to fall in love my heart tells me but what's wrong is falling in love with the woman I can't have the one woman that is love by my own best friend and brother, I hurt them both now I don't know how will I face Scoups I would apologize and tell him everything if he ended up hating me I'll accept it I deserve it.

"Hyung are you okay? You're quiet and you didn't sleep here last night, are you in trouble?"

"It's a long story Dokyeom-ah but it's not yet the time for me to tell you"

"I understand hyung, if you need someone to listen I'm here"

"I know."

We heard a loud noise and scream from the room next to us which is Scoups and YN room, my mind immediately thought of YN she's not in a perfect place she's weak and emotional which is not good for her.
Me and DK went to the room next to us it's not locked so we just opened it and saw Scoups on the ground.

"Hyung!! Hyung what happened?"  DK hurriedly went to seungcheol who's on the floor with his head down

"Leave! I don't want to see anyone, I want to be alone. Leave me alone" he harshly told the younger

"Do you want anything? Do you want me to look for YN?"  He was surprised when Scoups started laughing a laugh that is scary, sad and lost

"I don't want to hear her name ever again... Are you happy?"

"What?" DK was confused he saw Scoups look at the other who is standing by the door

"Yoon Jeonghan! Are you happy?! YN hates me isn't that what you want? You took her away from me!"

"Did you let her explain? Did you even give her a chance to explain herself? I bet No because if you did she will still be here"

"You fvcker" Scoups went to where Jeonghan is standing and punch him in the face.

"How long have you been in love with her? Is that why you're being friendly, I trusted you YOON! But you're a fvcking snake!"

"Punch me all you want! But I will never regret loving her cheol I kept my feelings all by myself I stayed away I promise her that I will never push myself because I can see she's happy with you. One day I received multiple messages someone pretending as her I believed it when she told me she love me and that's my fault because I know I can't never replace you."

"You think I would believe your make up excuses? She's gone Jeonghan. She's not here, she left. I don't know how can I forgive you or if I'll ever forgive you You're my fvcking best friend for gods sake Yoon Jeonghan"

"I know... I'm sorry, it's all my fault blame me just me" he kneeled down in front of his bestfriend and brother asking for forgiveness Scoups just looked at him and left

"Hyung. Why do you have to do that? Let's go if you want to look for YN"

It's been 2hours but we still haven't heard anything from YN, she have all of her things I'm thinking she probably flew back home. I tried asking our crew if they know YN address they told me to talk to Manager Lee he might know.

I got a hold of him but he told me that the contract doesn't include personal information such as address as it's also against the confidentiality.

The other members already found out that YN left and it has something to do with her relationship with seungcheol as the Leader kept himself locked in his room mad at everyone, We made up an excuse that they finally decided to break up as they can't continue their relationship as LDR doesn't work. Seungcheol doesn't want YN to get hurt so he let her go and to forget about everything. They're all sad about it that they didn't even had the chance to see her for the last time they all got close enough to treat her like their sister but they understand why she have to do it. I feel bad that I have to lie, this is where I'm good at. Lying