Miraculous ladybug oneshots

Felix x Reader pt.2

*Trigger warning* It's kinda sad but also has mentions of bullying and cutting so if your sensitive to that please do not read.

[Your POV]

The fall
...
The hospital
...
It wasn't real
...
My daughter, my mom.... my marriage...

"I-I don't understand I had a whole life it- I-" I look around at the room full of nurses and doctors as they look at my with worry. "Y/n what you experienced was a comatose illusion." The doctor explained gently placing a hand on mine.

"No, no that would mean- I'm back here... I don't want to be back here." I whisper my voice cracking as I tightly grip the sheets under my hands. "Bring the father in." I hear the doctor whisper to a nurse.

I hear the door open and I look up hoping to see Felix and my baby Cecelia, with her big E/c eyes staring at me with her adorable smile with her blond curls falling over her shoulders. Instead my heart sinks as I see my father, he looks better not a drunken stumbling mess mabey because were in public.

But as he looks at me I can see the tears in his eyes, for what feels like forever he finally smiles at me and wraps his arms around me. "My Y/n, my sweet sweet Y/n I'm so sorry. I should have loved you more your all I have left of your mother. I'm sorry please don't ever do that again." He sobs as he holds me close to him I've never seen him like this.

I tear up as I hug him back crying into his shoulder. I can't help but wonder what my Felix is going to tell Cece. I can't help but take in his scent, he usually smells like cigarettes and whiskey but it's like he's actually taken a shower and started taking care of himself.

"I'm sorry dad." I cry my voice cracking as I finally let out the tears I've been holding back. Not because I missed him or anyone in this world other than Nathaniel, but because my whole fake life was just taken away from me.

"Dont be it's my fault, because of what I did." He said holding my hand as he lets me go...

After a few weeks in the hospital I learned my dad got sober, and Nathaniel constantly visited me and I've apologized to him relentlessly. Today I finally get to go home and go back to school.

School. The whole cause of this. I still constantly wake up thinking I'll wake up beside my husband with my beautiful daughter between us. I told Nathaniel everything that happened and he surprisingly believes me.

I sigh as I grip my backpack straps and straggle behind Nath he looks at me worried. "Hey if this is too much I can walk you home." Nathaniel reassures me and I just shake my head confidently walking in.

All that confidence was stripped away the second everyone started looking at me. I keep my head up and make it to my locker bite my tongue as I look at the written words.

*Attention seeker

Bitch go kill yourself, oh wait you already tried lol

I'm sorry you failed

Imaging failing at killing yourself

Go try again

I'll make sure you stay dead next time*

I sigh holding back tears, these pests won't ever get the pleasure of seeing me cry. I put a smile on my face as I unlock my locker grabbing my math book and walk to class. "Y/n." I move my locker door to see a familiar blond.

The guy I was "married" to for years I don't know why but seeing him in person just felt like someone stabbing me in the heart. The universe is playing some very sick game of chess and right now it has me in check.

"What?" I ask harshly slamming my locker shut, I wait for him to say some snarky comment or completely destroy the already broken pieces of my heart. "It's good to see you back." He says smiling softly as he looks down at me. Checkmate.

His words. The final thing to push me over the edge. I feel the warm tears falling down my face, I quickly whipe them away as I look away from him. "Yeah well you'd be the only one other than Nathaniel and my dad. So good to see you to." I gesture to the words on my locker and push past him making my way to class.

'Don't be mean. If you push him away you'll never have your old life back.' I think to myself as I rush into the classroom and take my seat next to my best friend. I sigh laying my head on my desk as Nathaniel tries to give me a reassuring smile.

The bell rings and the teacher starts with her lesson and I start daydreaming about Felix surprisingly. "And miss Y/n and Mister Felix." The teacher said and I notice Nathaniel moved to a desk with some long haired burnette.

"These will be our new seats for the rest of the semester." The teacher smiles as everyone settles in. I feel my chest tighten as Felix gives me an uncharacteristic familiar smile that makes me fall deeper in love with him. "Hey partner." He whispers as he gave me a small wave.

After the bell rings I pack all my stuff quickly and run to the restroom locking myself in a stall. I finally let it out as I read the shit they wrote on the bathroom wall as well.

*Did you hear their letting the basket case back in school?

Really?

Eww! Just throw her in a mental ward already!

She should have died ×_×

Just don't give her the attention she's seeking.*

[Narrator POV]

Your favorite red head waits by the table you both usually sit by at lunch when a stoic blond walks up to him and he tenses. "Hey Nathaniel, do you know where Y/n is?" Felix asked picking at his fingers as he started worrying.

"Shes fine." He said mumbling something else under his breath as he glares at the blond. "What was that?" Felix asked staring down at the tomato intimidating the timid boy.

"I said she'd be better if you left her alone and stopped reminding her of the life she had that didn't even exist!" Nathaniel snapped tightly gripping his sketch book as he looked directly into Felix's eyes making the blond stumble back a little.

The smaller boy looked wide eyed at what he just said and scurried off to find his friend leaving with a small apology. Y/n on the other hand still in the restroom looked down at her clean wrist that haven't felt a cold blade in a while...

She grabs her old 'friend' out of her bag looking at the cool metal softly holding it against her wrist as tears fell harder down her face.

She watched as the tears fell on her S/c skin and let out a heavy sigh putting her blade back in her bag, pulling her sleeve back down.

"I get back to them... somehow..."

[Yeahhhh so super angsty sorry about that <3]