I hope you're okay... or not.

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by heycreatures

by heycreatures

I constantly feel as though I am losing all will to live. I think it's simpler to give up than to keep fighting a losing war. Sometimes I get sick of telling myself lies about how everything will be fine, how I'll be happy once again, and how I'll get over all the heartaches I've been carrying. There are moments when I feel like I have nothing left to hope for and am simply going with the flow. I no longer had any drive to get through the day; instead, I merely went about my life as if getting out of bed every morning was my one and only option.

I often feel as though melancholy is engulfing me. I have no idea what to do. I have no idea how to tell anyone that I have not been okay. Being strong has grown old to me. I'm sick of being strong. I want to admit that I am so sick of this life but that would be so so wrong.

I want to feel again but I'm exhausted and also completely lost.