Is it wrong for me to think that i want to be away from everyone? i feel tired having to deal with people with (as i quote) "the same old shit but a different day"
i don't see why i put in so much effort for someone when it's not being reciprocated well. i don't see why i keep trying and trying like its my duty to ensure everything falls into place. i don't know why i feel obligated to ensure that feelings are being taken care od while mine is being pushed away.
Sometimes, i wish i could do whatever you do to me. I wish you would feel how i felt when i was put in a certain position. I wish i could let you feel how it feels to make empty promises with less to no effort put it.
But i'm not like that, no.
i'll just have to keep my head high, say sike and move on. like i always do.
You got this.
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Sunshine, Rainbow & Love
AcakLife is never easy. But how you perceive it, everything will be made easy.
