"i would gladly go through anything for you, i gladly would bear anything for you. After making you mine i have no worries"
" I loved you enough to let you go , but remember I'm always waiting for you "
" I can fight with 1000 men who wants you , b...
After you've finally moved in NCT dorm , you were sharing a room with jaemin until your room get fixed.
" So welcome to my room and i hope you like it make yourself comfortable" jaemin said with a bright smile.
" I'm allergic to dust so make sure that room is clean and I'm not afraid of darkness but can't sleep in complete dark room so bare with that for the meantime " you explain to him
" As you wish ma'am, btw you'll sleep at the bottom and I'll be on the top of you " jaemin smirk with a wink .
" Let me remind you if you forgot that I'm black belt in taekwondo Mr. Na jaemin " you warned him.
" Don't jump on the conclusion Miss, I was saying that you are going to sleep at the bottom bunk and I'll be on the top bunk see it's bunk bed " he laughed and you get pissed off bcz you know he was teasing you.
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"Good night y/n " jaemin said to you.
"Good night Nana" you replied.
When you slept it was dark , you felt anxiety
"No , no dad , please don't do that " you were sleep talking, your voice was weak than usual, you close your eyes tighter, hugging the pillow more strongly.
"Y/n , y/n are you okay ? " Jaemin was tapping your back gently, you scream and woke up from the nightmare, you were still sweating, your heart was beating fast ,you were scared .
"Was it a nightmare, it's okay y/n , it's okay I'm right here with you by your side , it's alright, everything is fine okay, breath, inhale exhale slowly" he said hugging you tapping your back gently with his one and and other hand was resting on the back of your head , your face was against his chest you hugged him back tightly because you were scared, panicked . You needed to calm down .
You've witnessed something you shouldn't have to and after that incident you have nightmares about it . About your FATHER .
" You want me to sleep with you ? Like no bad intention just sleeping if you're scared? " Jaemin asked you when you calm down.
" I'm not scared okay " you denied .
" I'm just asking, if you will have nightmare again, don't worry I'll come again " he stood up and was going to his bed when you stopped him by his wrist . Avoiding to look at him with a pout on your face . He chuckled and lean next to you . He was patting your head gently and slowly, you felt comfort. "Jaemin" you broke the silence. "Hm " he said with a smile. "I'm not weak or coward, you know I'm not the one who get scared easily" you hate when someone see you on you low points , you don't want to show them your weakness so you always try to make yourself as strong as you can. "Don't worry y/n , i won't judge you , i know you are brave" he said to you with his gorgeous smile. You chitchat with eachother for some minutes as you fast asleep.
***
You were having lunch with your friends at school.
" I went to the seven star restaurant last night" huening Kai said .
" Really hyuka , you enjoyed it? " Sunghoon asked him .
" Don't ask bro " Kai said with a disappoint expression on his face.
" Wasn't the food tasty ? " Jisung asked.
" It's not like that " huening Kai said.
" He has to pass the gas and " taehyun said while burst in to laughter.
" And music was loude so I did that " huening Kai sigh .
" So what big deal it can't be audible with loude music"
"He was listening to his iPod bro " taehyun complete the story with a loude laughter made everyone laugh .
" Are you okay y/n , you don't look fine " Jake asked you he was removing the cucumber from your bibimbab . " May be it's because of her work load dude school and debut album is hard to handle at the same time " jisung said as he was also struggling with same thing as you 'the hectic schedule' but in your case that wasn't only reason of your upset mood .
" Btw are you two guys dating ? " Jay asked pointing his finger at you and Jake . Jake was feeding you bibimbab making sure that there wasn't any cucumber inside it.
" What no I can't date him " you hurriedly replied him with no emotions . Jake looked down at your response
"Why not" taehyun asked
" Because I can't loose him , if we date and I'll feel overpossesive , overprotective or jealous I'll end everything and loose him because i know how toxic I can be if I feel the person I love is giving 1% attention to someone else . I can't stand that , he is my only bestie I can rely on , we both love each other in a friendly way " you show your concern how you can't loose him .
" If that'll ever happened I'll be the friend you can rely on " sunghoon said with a wink.
" No thanks no one can replace my bestie " you said with a proud and confident smile . Jake smiled too .
***
" It's not the reason why you are upset right" Jake asked you in the car on the way of your house.
" What reason?" You asked him.
"Earlier what jisung said the schedule is not the reason of your mood, is it? Jake was sure something else is going on.
" It's just because of the hectic schedule nothing else Jake" you lied.
"You can't lie to me you know " Jake said took your hand and press gently.
"Are you regretting your decision? You didn't wanted to do this?" He continued.
" I know you agreed to debut because of your parents " he completed the sentence.
"No it's not like that at first i agreed because if i didn't do that they'll ask me to study medical and as you know i can't see blood so i did choose to be an idol and my father said that if I'll not made my debut in a year he will not allow me to be an idol but now I want to be an idol , you know after training i really realised that I really do want to be an idol i enjoy dancing , when i dance i feel like I'm free to fly , to me dance means freedom, i love to sing , when i sing i feel like I'm speaking my inner voice, I'm saying out loudly what i can't say , i will love to perform " you said to him with a sparkle in your eyes but soon your eyes become sad .
"If that's not the Problem then what is it, tell me " Jake asked.
"My dad said i can do whatever i want but if anything will bad happen then he will not let me continue and after i turn 18 he will send me Australia back to become a surgeon which i really don't want to do " you were upset .
" Don't worry your dad will listen to you he loves you y/n " Jake give you a smile .
" Sure he does " you scoff looking outside the window.
