NCT PRINCESS (NCT × FEMALE READER)

chapter 15

"Now it's your turn y/n , and we already know the answer of the questions or else I'm sure Jake will take your side even if you give wrong answers so give answer of the questions we asked him before, fav icecream, fear , place, sports/game , and first crush "

" His favourite icecream... Pistachiooo"you replied still wasn't confident

" Nope it's mint chocolate" sunghoon
Said
" I didn't know you like to eat toothpaste" you said looking at Jake .

" Feaarrrr... Does he scared of anything?? " You were trying hard to think
"Bugs he is scared of bugs " Jay said with a laughter.
"I'm not scared of bugs i just hate them" Jake defend himself.
" Have he ever told me his favourite place?? " You mumbled to yourself.
" Sydney, his favourite place" jisung said.
"How do you know" you asked jisung.
" He saw the pictures whenever he visited that place and he always look excited so I figured out" jisung said casually.
"Favourite sport is definitely soccer " you said with full confidence.
" Ofcourse that's obvious, the walls of the school know that " taehyun Scoffed and laughed a little.
" His first crush... Must be his ex girlfriend Anna " you said.
"Nope he dated her because he could not date the person he liked and was afraid that he might loose the friendship but I'm glad that he is finally dating her , you were his crush you paabo " Kai chuckled a little.
You looked at Jake , ofcourse you never realised that he was into you , you've always think him as a friend.

" All you know about your boyfriend is he like soccer " Jay said with a serious face.

"It was my fault I've never talked about these things it can happen " Jake said with a sad smile, he was disappointed but didn't want to show .

" I want to use washroom " you excused them you were mad at yourself that you know nothing about your bestfriend with whom you've spent your childhood.

" Hey you are back " jisung said with his smile.

" I want to go back to the dorm, have fun guys " you said.
"I'll come with you it's getting late I'll drop you " Jake offered.
"No , my manager he is there I'll go with him, I've already called him " you refused his help you  thought you don't deserve a good boy like him .
"I'm going too guys , bye-bye let's go y/n manager hyung must be waiting" jisung said and both of you left the event.

After 20 minutes you finally reached at your dorm .

" Hey wassup little miss , how was your party " Johnny asked you with his pretty smile as you opened the door.
You didn't reply and walked towards the stairs.
" What's wrong with her ? Did anything happen ?" Johnny asked to jisung.
"I really don't think there was anything that can made her angry " jisung said in confusion.

You locked yourself in your room and didn't want anyone to disturb you .

It's been 30 hours you've locked yourself.

"Y/N open the door please " jaehyun said knocking your door .
"You haven't eaten anything" Lucas said said in a worried tone .
" You can talk to me if anything is wrong " taeyong spoke
"If she will not open this door in 2 minutes I'll break this fucking door " jeno said punching the air.
"Calm down jeno " renjun said.
"Y/N please open the door huh ? " Jaemin said.
"You better not talk to me Na fucking jaemin " you scream behind the door.
" See it's all his fault, he must've Done somthing " haechan said.
" You shouldn't have to go on a date with her enemy " Kun said to him .
" All you go to your room I'll talk to her" all did what taeyong said .
"Y/N let me in huh , no one is here , let's talk huh ? Taeyong said like he was trying to convince a 5 years old kid. You opened the door when you confirmed that no one was there .
You sat on your bed as he sat beside you.
" You can talk to me about anything huh , don't go to hard on yourself" he said as he cupped your face with both of his hand you were looking down at your bedsheet.
"It's about Jake " you said in a low tone.
"Did he hurt you ? I'll teach him a good lesson" taeyong said ready to fight the boy .
"No he didn't but I did " you said.
Taeyong looked at you with no expression.
" I wasn't a good friend, he.. he liked me .. i wasn't awar of his feelings" you said sadly.
"What's wrong with it , you are dating him why would you feel sad about your partner's liking you.
"I can't like him back , i wasn't aware of his feelings " you mumbled yourself.
"Why ? " Taeyong asked you gently.
" He .. he is my best friend i know i was dating him but there was no affection in between us I've never liked him that way and now I know that he likes me and... but I'm not able to feel the same way for him because
.. because i think I like someone else" you were stuttering   .
" Is it jaemin? " Taeyong hugged you and you nodded in his embrace, he was gently rubbing your back .

                                  ***

You were waiting in the cafe for Jake ,
After the prom event you didn't talk to anyone, Jake was calling you continuously but you ignored him .
You were sitting on a chair the outside view from your table was beautiful.
You felt someone tap your shoulder you turned back to see the person.

" Heyy , i missed you so much love , finally you agreed to meet after Ghosting me like i don't even exist" Jake said jokingly as he take his seat infront of you. You didn't reply and staring at the glass of water.
"Would you like to order something? Are you hungry? Want to have your favourite dish? " Jake asked try to start conversation you nodded in no still looking at the glass avoiding the eye contact. " Want to drink something? Coffee? Juice ? Milkshake? Anything else? " Jake again try to speak.
"I want break up " you finally gathered the courage and spoke.
Jake was looking at you like he misheard something he didn't react at all.
"Jake, i don't want to hurt you , if i was aware of your feelings i would've never asked you to date me , it was my fault, i used you and hurt your feelings just because i wanted to distract myself from someone else, let's break up Jake , let's end this drama i really don't want to hurt you" you said holding your head with both of your hands , elbow supporting the table.
" I was aware of everything Y/N, don't blame yourself, i know you like someone and you wanted to forget the feeling i knew it but it was my choice to help you , you are my bestie and i can't see you upset" he grabbed your hand and press it softly , you made an eye contact with him , his smile was hiding the sadness and his eyes were trying hard to hold back his tears .
"I'm sorry Jake , i really am " you said .
"Woww, choi Y/N and saying SORRY, this is first time I've heard this word from you " Jake joked trying to show that he was fine but you know he is in pain . You felt guilty, you were ashamed to look at him , you felt terrible for hurting your best friend.