NCT PRINCESS (NCT × FEMALE READER)

chapter 17.

You were drinking like there was no tomorrow, the world was going to end .

"Y/N why are you drinking like this , stop drinking you can't handle it" eunwoo said as he stopped you from drinking one more drink.

"You are right, i -- i can't handle it that's why I'm drinking , i can't handle it at all " you said as you crushed the glass with your bare hand .

" Ohh my god Y/N , your hand .. your hand  is bleeding " eunwoo got panicked as he screamed

"What happened" taeyong came to you running.

" She crushed this fucking glass  with her hand " eunwoo exclaimed

" Did you drink? , Oww goshhh you reek of alcohol" taeyong said and grab your hand " let's go treat your hand first " he started walking holding your hand but you didn't  budged .

" I don't want to get treated, let it be " you denied.
"And I'm not listing to you let's go right now " Jaemin  carried you on his one shoulder.
" Jaemin, put me down before i fucking kill you " you were throwing your legs in the air and keep trying to escape but he was strong enough to hold you tightly and your were weak because of alcohol in your body.
He made you sit on your bed and went to bring the first aid kit. He came back with a box.
" I said I don't want to get treated and especially not from you " you said as you stood up but loose the balance because of the intoxication , but a pair of arms hold you .
" Be careful , you are drunk please Y/N don't be stubborn please let me clean your wounds first " he grabbed your hand and started cleaning the cuts .
" The cuts are really deep , why would you do that? " He said as he was done with the treatment.
" The cuts ? Ofcourse the cuts are deep but not deeper than the cuts which are here " you said point your finger to your heart.
"You , you know how stupid I'm ? When you said you like Karina i hated that i was mad at you i thought I was mad at you because you like the person i hate but then then i realised I'm mad not because you like her but because you like someone else that's when I realised I'm freaking like you"
It was you were first time crying infront someone. You hate crying infront of anyone.

" Y/N " he said softly, cupping your face with his hands gently cleaning your tears with his thumb .

" You know how hard I fought with myself for letting you go ? Everyday i tell myself that let you do as you wish? 'IT IS HIS LIFE Y/N LET HIM CHOOSE THE PERSON HE LIKES ' that's all i do but i don't want to, i don't want to loose you , you are very special to me, I'm scared to loose you even if you are not mine , i don't want  to see you with someone else even if i know i don't own you ? How pathetic I am to loving you like this ? "
You were a crying mess you cried in his embrace , you can feel that he is your comfort zone , he is the reason for your pain but he was the healer too .

" Am i very special to you ? But what should we do ? There is no one more special than you in my life ? I'm all yours , there is no one i can  love more than i love you , I'm yours , you own me , you own my heart " jaemin said with his softest smile .
You looked up to his face in confusion.

" But you were going to propose Karina tonight? Wasn't she your crush? " You questioned him .

" Actually I've never liked her it was you i lied that i like someone else because i didn't wanted to ended up our friendship i thought you will hate me if you find out about my feelings, i was scared and you were keep asking me who was my crush i couldn't find any other excuses " he explained.

" You " you punched his chest
" Ouch , what did I do? " He complained.
" You you made me suffer for all these years , you fool how hard it was for me to hide my feelings you know? You crazy guy " you cried again.
" I thought, i thought i have to see you with that bitch everyday being all lovey-dovey , it would boil my blood , i thought i would ended up cracking that bitch's bones " you were still drunk crying like a kid.
"Why are you starting at me ? I know i look ugly while crying, it's all because of you na jaemin , i hate you " jaemin chuckled at your cuteness.  He didn't take much time to peck your lips with his own .
"Heyaa , why did you wipe it ? " jaemin said With a pout.
"Because I'm mad at you i don't want your kissiee " you were sulking  again.
He chuckled at your behaviour.
"It's okay we will talk about it when you will sober , let's just sleep right now, happy valentine's day my love " he said as he pressed his lips against your forehead as he left your room.

Next day.

" Wake up honey , i made hangover soup for you " taeyong came with a try.

" Ahh why does it feel like someone hit my head with something so heavy it's hella hurting" you wake up pressing your temple.
" You were all wasted last night and the headache it's  thanks to alcohol "
Taeyong said.
You drank the soup after freshen up when someone knocked on your door.

" Come in " you said, you were sitting on the couch.

" Good morning love " jaemin greeted you with his sunshine smile.

" Morning Nana " you replied lazily.
"How's your hangover " he asked.
"It's worst " you made a face ,jaemin chuckled.
"I think we need to talk about last night? " he asked.
" What's about last night? " You said with a straight face , jaemin's smile faded away.

"You ? You don't remember? " He asked you with a serious tone.

" Did something happen i was supposed to remember? "