ThE 0thEr SIdE? ●Leo × Male/nb!Reader●

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"I'm all alone. Alone in the darkness, having the feeling of drowning each moment that I take a breath. Why did It have to be me? Why am I here..? Why cant I live a normal life like other beings?
I never got the chance to look at myself.
Being here makes it difficult. How have I survived this long without food, water or communication? Isnt that what humans need to survive? How come I dont need that? I just want a normal life. A life, from out of the shadows and mirrors."

"I wanna see myself, I wanna be able to explore the human realm. I wanna be free, out of this place. I need to break free. I have been in here for as long as I can remember. Since the moment that I got consciousness, I've been in here. I know no other place besides this here."

'I know I'm not human, but I do know that I'm alive. Somehow.'

"Only being able to see true colours when I'm emotional isnt easy, you know? Creating bright, vibrant colours in the dark is fun but weird.
Oh..I like to dance by the way. No one can tell me to stop. I'm the only one here so might aswell do whatever I want, right? And well,
I never learned how to talk properly, I never learned how normal beings behave. Nobody thaught it to me. Yes, I am jumping from one subject to the next. I dont care."

"I know that you might be thinking; 'but ?¿?.. you are talking right now.' Yeah, but not in a language that anyone is able to understand. Well, besides me, itself and us.
I mean, you are me. Arent you? So I guess I can talk to you.
Suprised? Well.. this IS the other side. I am you and you are me. We are one in the same, but at the same time.. we are not."

"I like talking to myself. Calmes me down. You too? I hope you dont mind me rambling. You know.. I see humans everyday, standing/sitting or whatever infront of their mirror. I can see them. The way they act or think. Its all there. I am some sort of watcher, watching the movements and actions of humans infront of their mirror. Some of them are happy or trying to boost their confidence. The most part however, isnt so happy. They look at themselves in shame and guilt. They hate the way they look, act, sound, dress, behave.. you get the point. They tell themselves that they are useless, pathetic, worthless.
Its quite sad to look at. Humans truly are weird beings. I dont understand it. I dont understand anything really..."

"I..I dont even remember who I am. Whats my name? How old am I? I always hear humans talk about 'gender'.. What gender am I? I dont remember anything about me. All I know is this endless void of mirrors, darkness and..-"

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Oh no... its back.

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Shut up. I dont wanna hear it. Not now. Not again. Leave me alone.

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