Helpless

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I'm starting over because I can :)
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Btw there will be fighting and some suicidal thoughts in this fan fic
Anyways enjoy

Aarons Pov

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"Ugh, I still don't get why you dragged me out here. I don't even know anyone" I said to Maria, one of my closest friends.

"Oh come on! Why are you so grumpy!" She said to me, giggling softly

"First of all I'm not grumpy, and second of all I just don't see why you would drag me out here when I could be at home reading my new book" I replied, looking around a little nervous.

"Well! I brought you here because you're lonely, and maybe you can find a special someone!" Maria said, a little excited.

Ugh, I hate it when people remind me I'm single. Like, I get it. You don't have to tell me over and over again.

"Whatever. Go find Eliza and I'm gunna go see if Jefferson and Madison are here" I said, as I patted her on the head before she left.

"Stop treating her like your daughter" someone said from behind me

I look behind me and it was, wouldn't you guess, Jefferson and Madison "Jesus! Can you not sneak up on me like that! Also for your information I'm just looking after her, after she finally left her abusive Ex." I said, fixing my suit a bit

Jefferson rolled his eyes "yeah, yeah whatever. He was a dick but still. You got to stop being a third wheel in every relationship"

I swear to god! I scoffed, and turned around. Then I saw...him...

He had beautiful dark long hair, that was up in a ponytail, a nice dark blue suit, a peach fuzz beard, and beautiful light skin

He was so...beautiful...

"Aaron? Are you ok?" Jefferson asked, from behind me.

I didn't say anything. I was so lost in his beauty that I completely forgot about Thomas and Madison. The only thing I could think about was..him...

"Aaron! Snap out of it" he added

"W-What! O-Oh! Uh yeah! What's happening?" I replied quickly, a small blush appearing on my face

"Why where you looking at the new guy like that?" Madison asked, looking at the guy I was staring at then looking back at me

"That's t-the new guy?" I asked,still looking at the so called 'new guy'

"Yeah, he comes in tomorrow" Jefferson scoffed, sounding like he's not so excited about him coming in

"W-Well uh- W-What's his name?" I asked in stutter

"Alexander, Alexander Hamilton" Madison said before coughing into his handkerchief

My face lit up when I heard his name. His name was so adorable! I've never felt like this before. For anyone actually. I'm not really the person to get into relationships but..he is just so..cute. He makes me..so helpless. God I'm so into him.

John walked up to us"Uh what's up with him?" He asked

"He's simping for the new guy" Madison said, making me snap out of my trans

"What! N-No I'm not!" I yelled embarrassed

"Uh- yes you are" Jefferson replied

"No I'm not!" I yelled again

"Stop denying the truth Aaron" Jefferson said, laughing at me

Sometimes I wish I wasn't friends with them. I covered my face in embarrassment

"So, he's finally found a special someone" John said, but his tone sounded upsetting. It was confusing, but honestly didn't notice

"Shut up!" I said, but it was muffled

"Aw its so cute when you're embarrassed" Jefferson teased

I've never acted like this before, but I never really show my feelings anyways. It's just with this boy...Damm

Like I've had crushes before but I keep it to my self. I never like telling people because, well this happens. It's just this man makes it hard to keep your feelings hidden.

"Ooo~ he's going to tell him" I hear Thomas say

"Oh this is going to be good" Madison said after

I finally decided to uncover my face just enough so I see what's going on. I then see John and Alex talking to each other for a wile, then John pointed at me and Alexander looked at me.

Shit!

I looked away even more embarrassed, which I didn't even know was a thing. They both started to walk up to me,and I could hear them talking about something.

"Where are you going to take me?" I hear Alexander say

"I'm about to change your life! Trust me!" Laurens replied

"Hm, Well then by all means lead the way my friend" Alexander said with a chuckle

His laugh was so cute! I turned back around and saw them both standing in front of me.

"U-Uh. H-Hello, I a-am Aaron. U-Uh Aaron Burr. It's a-a pleasure to meet y-you " I nervously stammered

"Aaron? Hm, what a cute name" Alex replied, smiling at me "Is this the person you were talking about?"

"Yup! He's my best friend!" John said "And I'll do anything to make him happy..."

Alexander smiled at me, and held out his hand. I took it and we both walked away

"I'll leave you to it" John said, and waved to us.

I looked back at him and smiled at him. God, this was the best! Who knew everything can go your way in one night! I'm glad that Maria dragged me out here.

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Ugh I suck at writing
So sorry this took so long I was drawing stuff lol
Anyways I hope you guys like it

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