Roomies [BoyXBoy]

Chapter 9: Stranger

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Because of heart warming comments and support from the readers, we have a new chapter!

Our sad baby there eh. Matty :3

Enjoy!!!

I didnt proofread so all you grammar nazis and spelling freak can stop reading now cause this may or may not have grammatical error and/or mis-spelled words.

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Matt's POV

Rejection is simply when someone says no to you. Its not just simply getting hurt but shame comes with it.

I really hate the feeling of being rejected. I think i told you that before and I'm rehashing it now. Thats why I dont open up just to anyone except to my family. Thats also another reason why I dont have a lot of friends. Little people around you means little chance of being rejected.

Well a friend just rejected me today and it stings like a b*tch.

Maybe I am overreacting but I cant help it. Its what I'm freling right now and it cant be helped.

Why did I invite the asshole again? Why did I ask him to join me and meet my family?

Well for one I thought we are good friends now. And that what friends do, they look after one another. I dont want him to feel bored and feel abandoned for the weekend. Maybe I also want my family to meet him. The guy that starred in numerous conversation with my parents, the guy that I cant stop talking about. The guy that I am actually starting to like.

Yes. I have to admit, despite his imperfections and flaws, I am starting to like him.

Maybe thats what made what i'm feeling worst. Because I am starting to have feelings for him. Feelings that are beyond physical attraction. Beyond friendship.

Ughhh. Thats why I dont want to like someone. Its complicated. Its crazy. At the end of the day you will get hurt one way or another. Like what I'm feeling right now.

Ughhhhh.

Currently, I'm in a bus going to Metro Manila wallowing and succumbing, getting eaten by my emotions. I can feel the person beside me looking at me. I'm not crying. But I know that my face shows how what's inside. I may even have a dark aura around me.

I sneaked a peek at the person beside me and well, because I'm not so lucky, actually I'm jinxed for life, he looked at me. I quickly averted my gaze and looked outside the window. Its still raining. Maybe it was actually a sign of the upcoming downpour of emotions today.

Its dark outside, thunder rumbling in the distance, just like how I'm feeling inside. Too dramatic? I dont give a damn.

I argued with myself again. Groaning, i shook my head trying to stop my craziness. Arghhh. I decided that music would calm me down so I immediately look for my phone and headset.

Crap. Ughhhh! Stupid me. I groaned again. My phone was left charging in our room. I mustve forgotten it because of what happened Ughhhh. I groaned again.

"Here." I heard someone say, then In front of me is a pack of chocolates that instantly made my mouth water. I looked at the person beside me and saw that the guy is smiling at me. He's actually good looking, the boy next door type.

"I'm okay thanks." I shyly told him, declining the offer then gave him a small smile. These kind of things make me uncomfortable so I immediately looked away from him. Lets pretend that that didnt just happen.

"No you're not okay. You look depressed. And chocolates can change that." He spoke again and I cant help but look at him. He's still smiling at me. "C'mon try some." He said again.