Roomies [BoyXBoy]

Chapter 16: Wise Words

I am still alive!!!! Unedited. Excuse the misspelled words and some grammatical errors. Enjoy!!!

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Kris' POV

They must be engrossed in their own little world that they didnt notice me opening the door and standing there as the guy from our Math class, I think Earl was his name, tried to kiss Matt. I dont know why but I felt enraged. Just the thought of Matt getting a kiss from this guy is making me see red, let alone see it for myself. But i have to keep my cool. I felt so relieved that Matt changed his mind and deflected the kiss and it only landed on his cheek. Whew.

So he was out with this guy when I wanted to go out with him this afternoon. Thatsvthe reason why he was not responding to any of my messages. I must have sent him a lot and yet he ignored me. And maybe, he deflected the kiss because he saw me and doesnt want me fo see it. I tried to get their attention by forcing a cough which worked. Making Matt turn so red. Earl immediately straightened his self and looked at me with a surprised expression on his face.

I didnt wait for Matt to come in, I went directly to my bed and put the covers over my head. A clear indication that I dont want to be bothered.

I need to think about what just happened. I feel so angry with just the thought of Matt kissing another guy. If it was a girl, will i feel the same way? I guess. And why do i feel this way? Why do I feel angry with that thought? I think it is pretty obvious but i cant even think about that possibility. I'm a mess.

I just broke up with my girlfriend and did it in a most douchey way, i saw my roommate about to kiss a guy and I feel angry with just the thought, i have my covers over my head to limit communication and am thinking that maybe, just maybe, I'm jealous.

Am I jealous? I told my self that hypothetically, I like Matt, then the most natural reaction is to feel outraged because another guy is gonna kiss my guy. So yeah maybe I am? But I wont admit that. I'm not ready for it, so just like all other times. I blocked all thoughts of liking Matt, more that I should have.

This will be a long night.

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And it was indeed a long night. I think i didnt even sleep at all. And if I was really awake last night, then that means i also saw how Matt was tossing and turning in his bed. Clearly, he wasnt able to get some sleep too.

I was just waiting for my alafm to sound before getting up and when it finally rang, i stood up and got ready. Matt is still lying on his side sleeping which was unusual because whenever i wake up, he's already up and back from his jog.

So what do i do? Should i ask him about last night or should we just ignore tha big pink elephant in the room?

After giving a short glance at Matt, I decided to just let him sleep in and I'll do my morning routine.

When I got out of the bathroom after a long shower because of so many thoughts in my head, I saw a sleepy looking Matt sitting on the table chair,munching his cereals slowly. He didnt even look up, he just sat there with a blank look on his face.

Should I talk to him? Well, he's still a friend so I have too.

"Good morning." I said.

He looked at me, surprised that I was there and that he didnt even noticed.

"H-hi." Oh no no no no. Not with this shy thing again. We are over it. We are already over it. Well, i thought. But clearly Matt is retracting back to his shell. He even dipped his head when he uttered that non-committal, single syllable greeting.