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07/16/2019
dear [salem],
it's like i've been holding on to some things for a lot longer than i should be. like my so-called friends. literally no one has said anything [to me over the summer break], but i think there's still a chance. which is the problem.
i was so sad today [because] of them that i couldn't get upstairs. i finally did [though].
i don't know if all of these feelings i've had are [because] of my friends or if some of it is hormones and stuff. if it is [hormones], i hate growing up!
i still sing along to the song [___]. you have to be me to understand why that's not good.
i've been trying to let it [all] go, but it's harder than it seems.
i got sad, angry, and my muscles were just giving up on me. i probably sat on the stairs [for] 20 minutes beefore trying to go into my room.
i wanna tell my mum about my friend issues, but i don't know. it's hard.
i'm glad she got me this diary. it's helpful. and i feel a lil better!
-[juli]
[author's note : a lot of info is changed/left out in these diaries for privacy or just the simplicity of the info being irrelevant or unimportant]
