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08/16/2019
dear [salem],
today, everyone kept talking about how smart they thought i was. in writing, KM said that my paper would be perfect. in social studies, GW said i was super smart [just] because i answered the questions [relatively] quickly. in music, OH said i was smart when he picked me in the game [that we were playing]. that [all] really made me question [the reasons why they were friends with me], but they're all amazing and they all do stupid and funny things with me, so that restores some faith.
i've envisioned myself getting run over by a [truck] on purpose. and throwing myself out the window. that's why my window was messed up in the blinds. should i tell someone?
song: so what by p!nk
-[juli]