sickening nostalgia - diary one - entry twenty four

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8/25/2019

dear [salem],

so many feelings are being felt at the moment. 

today, when i was listening to music on the couch, i got a weird feeling. i felt frustrated, scared, bored, helpless, and small. i also felt annoyed. i was listening to music i like, like melanie martinez and ajr, too. maybe i was just unfocused.

do you ever have that feeling that you feel when you smell a smell from a long time ago, and you get all warm and fuzzy? like the smell of capn' crunch cereal. i used to eat that all the time, and life was simple back then. but now i'm constantly worried and stressed.

 someday, i hope that life will be good to you. i pray that God will bless you with a life full of love and strength! never forget that i love you! 

bye!

-[juli]

(auhtor's note : i think it's interesting that i said "i hope God will bless you" because i am not christian and i have never been a part of that faith. i just thought that was kind of weird.)

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