Nix's Notebook

Personal Story

A/N I am back and have blessed you all with this chapter. I'm sorry for being inactive for so long. Life, family issues, school, and other stuff. I'm trying, okay? My inspiration is okay, but my motivation and time, well... Not so great. I've never done something like this before, so I hope you enjoy it. 

 Short Ver for those lazy informal readers (Jk ;p)

Guys, lemme tell ya a story. It's about dreams. I may make this into a story but whatever, who knows? Several weeks ago, I had a dream. Nothing much, right? Except I remember most of the details of my dreams. Something I dunno why I have, but I guess it's also a talent, blessing, and curse. I dreamt about a random dude my age. He worked at this cool-ass restaurant. We became close friends for several years, and then suddenly, I had to leave. I didn't tell him. I wanted to, but I didn't wanna hurt him. The day I left, was on the same day we met. I couldn't even muster up the courage to text him. I wrote my feelings, my pain, and everything on the diary account we both shared. I hoped that he read it and that he will understand. I was away for a couple of years, then came back. The first place I went to after settling down was his restaurant. I asked around and finally tracked him down at the tree we always rendezvoused at. He was older, he seemed more mature, and he seemed tired. I sat down opposite him. And we just sat there, so close but never meeting. I was too cowardly. I don't know why. I heard him stand up, and then walk to the park, never looking back. He then paused and dialed a number on his phone. His face seemed desperate and full of longing. Several seconds passed, and then someone rang my phone.

"If I can't be close to you, I'd settle for the ghost of you- I miss you more than life (more than life) And if you can't be next to me, your memory's ectasy~ I miss you more than life (more than life~)" 

I picked up my phone, and the number was his... He turned around, and we locked eyes. I slowly stood up and started crying as he ran over to me. Arms wrapped around me, trapping me in a warm, comforting embrace. He was crying too. We pulled apart after what seemed like an eternity. Then I said, "I'm sorry..." He hugged me again, tight. As if he'd never let go. It was sunset. And when the sun disappeared over the horizon, he looked at me. "Don't leave me again, okay?" I smiled and was about to say yes when I felt a force pulling me away. Then I woke up.

This happened again and again for the past several weeks. I've been dreaming about him for days in a row. My friends think I've found my soulmate. My parents say there's a message. I am just confused. So tonight, I will see where will I end up... Again.

Okay, so what did you think about that? I hoped you liked it! I may or may not make this into a story, but who knows? Also, I've left out a LOT of details. Should I make a longer, more dramatic, more detailed version? Comment down below! Please vote, too! It adds to my motivation, so I may or may not finally publish that new book I was ranting about. Anyway, I got to go dearies. Have a great day/night, take care, and I'll see ya when I see ya!

Dreamingly yours, Psyche