dolonia - tommyinnit

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"im gonna miss you guys so much," tears well up in my eyes as the first round of people start to leave

alex hugs me, "adios nina,"

"we have to get the minors out together again," ranboo pats me on the back

"you know i live pretty close right?" wilbur and i embrace as i wipe away a tear, "you and your brother need to come visit. i think you'd like my little sister,"

i smile and nod, "i'd really like to will,"

as they all file out the door to their flights, the house feels so empty, and sad.

the only ones left are the dream team, toby and i, and tommy.

my brother and i's flight is in a few hours, and tommys is early tomorrow.

i turn to tommy, "i don't want to leave you,"

"we'll facetime and stream together all the time, it'll be like we never left," he walks over and plops down on the couch

i follow suit, leaning into him, "i fucking hate my school," i grin and lean my head back to look at him, "maybe i should just come live with you,"

"mhm" tommy smiles as he kisses me, "i'll miss you,"

i nod silently, and shuffle as close as i can to my boyfriend, never wanting this moment to end.
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"nat, wake up we have to head to the airport," toby shuffles me awake

tommy and i fell asleep on the couch, with youtube still playing on the tv

"fuck," i rub my eyes, nudging tommy, "hey wake up, we need to go,"

tommy is taking us to the airport, so i can be with him until the last second

i hobble up with my big ass boot on, into the kitchen to say my goodbyes.

i hug nick and george tearfully, saying my goodbyes.

but when i get to clay, tears start streaming down my face, "thank you," i murmur, "you've been like a brother to me,"

he nods, patting my back, "come to florida some time, i'll pay for the flight and everything."

"i'll miss you so fucking much," i put my shoes on as my brother finishes up his goodbyes

the ride to the airport was too short, and tommy could only go as far as security.

toby hugs him first, and they joke about some upcoming streams.

but when i get to tommy, i can't help but sob.

"i don't wanna do this," i hug him, bringing my legs around him

his eyes get a little teary, "i'll visit soon. or you'll visit, or fuck- well make dream do a meet up again."

"you're such a fucking dumbass for making me like you so much," i sniff, pulling away

he kisses me, "don't look back, because if you look back your just going to get depressed, and it's way too cheesy to have that scene,"

i laugh, wiping my cheek, "goodbye tommy,"

"bye guys, miss you."

toby puts his arm around me and we continue into security.

but i just know this isn't the end.

god there's so much more to fucking happen.

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