"SHARING A BODY WITH A SOULESS"

CHAPTER 3 " a soul to keep"

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I flopped into the floor exhuested,thinking how tired i am,man now i know how ink felt,i thought and flinch back into action once fate shouted at me,with venom in her voice,she sounded pissed again,

"stand up!!!we have no time for rest!!!"

she shouted making me covered my non existent ear's,man cant she cool down for a bit?i thought fate had been training me how to use my abilities properly such as teleporting,and to use my blasters and etc,

but not one bit i have mastered them,
I mean how can i?when your teach is a stupid old woman who cant explain it properly,

i thought again,feeling myself burn in anger,but now's the right time,

I used my arms to stand up and clench my fist taking a deep breathe concentrating on my magic i felt my eye socket glowing with magic,i raised my arm and imagined a gaster blaster how i want it to look like,i am an artist after all,so its only fair that my blaster is different than the other's,i imagine my blaster to be much more cooler and mean looking,

i opened my eye socket as it glow's,
I hold my arm concentrating more,i was starting to sweat this was hard than i thought,

i hissed at how hard it was,while concentrating my mind and magic altogether i want a perfect blaster for me,thats different than the other's,

my legs were starting to shake aswell for some reason i cant get my magic in control,i felt the magic just stuck,
i cant even sommoned a blaster,

Why is this so hard?!i thought holding my arm,why cant i sommoned one?

i was starting to feek dizzy,bit i cant back away now,ink is banging on head i cant let him in control atleast not yet until i get my blaster,

i felt determined,

"hey!,okay!!that's enough your gonna break yourself!!it's obvious you are struggling on your magic!!lets stop for now!!"

fate exlaimed i smirk not caring for her word's pfffft fate stoping me from breaking myself? Nahhh that is way too good to be true!!

"Shut up im making my blaster!"

i shouted and heard fate growled,

"FINE!! WHATEVER!!"

Fate replied annoyed,i chuckled at her reaction,

It lasted for a about one minute until my body gave up,i feel on my knee gasping for air,my eyes widen my breath was heavy my whole body numb,i couldnt move my finger's i exhuested myself a little too much,not like i regret it this is why everyone learn,with this expereince i have learned that overhelming and forcing  my magic too hard,i will find myself unable to breath normaly my body wont move and become numb from exhuestion,

leasson one learned!

{leasoson learned!}

1# dont overhelmed yourself rest when needed.....✔︎

I practiced breathing exersice,i let my breathe flow as deep down into my belly as is comfortable,without forcing it,i breathe as gently as i could until it calms down,

i open my eye's,glad it worked,my research wasn't wasted after all,
as a child that had been working around the nieghboors i always overworked my self even though the pay wasnt as good since im only a kid,one time i exhuested my body while pushing the couche's for me to be able to vaccum underneath,afcourse as a result i almost collapse just like this my body was too weak for pushing heavy stuff,after that ive practiced my breathing to calm down my lungs and hearth,