"We didn't" I say with a cracked voice.
"We did" says Carlos.
"Why didn't you tell me? I told you I couldn't remember very clearly that night and you confirmed we just kissed"
"I saw how guilty you felt for that kiss, didn't want you to make you feel worst"
"You didn't...You should have said it to me!" I'm screaming now "Come cavolo ti salta in mente di non dirmi una cosa del genere e questo video? Chi?" (How the hell did you think not to tell me something like this and this video? Who?)
"Non lo so" (I don't know)
"You" says Lewis pointing at Carlos "Go out now, run away from me because I'm trying to stay calm but I really want to kill you right now!"
"Lewis, I'm sorry, we weren't sober"
"I don't fucking care, you won't get anywhere near her ever again, your hands won't touch her again, understood?"
"I..."
"Understood?" he repeats.
"Yes"
"Now fuck off, we need to solve this mess" he turns around and look at me "I need to talk to our legal department maybe they can give us some advices"
"Lewis, I'm sorry I didn't know"
"We will talk later" he looks at Carlos again "Was I not clear? Go away. I can't stand your face right now"
"Bella..."
"Go away Carlos" I say with a sad voice, I turn around to talk to Lewis but he is already gone.
I start walking to the engineers room but as soon as I get there everyone is staring at me, the day is almost over and I don't have other things to do, so with this situation it's better if I just lock myself in Lewis room so I don't see anyone.
"Isabelle"
"George"
"I need you at the garage one sec, can you come with me?"
"Now?"
"Yes"
"Sure" I say and we start walking to the garage, the paddock is stuck with people and I can see a lot of them staring at me. Fantastic! Everyone has seen the video. We pass near a group of Ferrari mechanics that looks at me and I can hear one of them saying "she always had this bond with Carlos, I thought she wasn't the type to do that anyway", I keep walking. When we get to the garage I help George with his problem.
"So that's it?"
"Yep, I told you, one second" he says smiling.
The worst is going back to the garage by my own, the whispers are all around me.
"Eccola, ti devo chiamare fidanzata di Carlos o fidanzata di Lewis?" (Here she is, do I have to call you Carlos or Lewis girlfriend?)
I ignore her and keep walking, a camera man is coming in my direction and I just want to reach the Mercedes motorhome as fast as I can without making a scene.
"Ehiii, dai, voglio sapere i dettagli, chi è più bravo dei due?" (Hey, c'mon, I want the details, who's the best?)
"Smettila" (stop it)
"'Smettila' non l'hai detto a Carlos quella sera, anzi..." ('Stop it' you didn't said that to Carlos that night, on the contrary...)
"Cosa vuoi?" (What do you want?)
"Dev'essere snervante, due insieme, o forse 3? 4? Nel paddock girano delle voci" (Must be hard, two together, or maybe 3? 4? I heard some voices in the paddock)
"Che novità" (what a news!)
"Andavi a letto con Carlos anche prima?" (Did you slept with Carlos even before?)
"Non ci sono mai andata a letto" (I never slept with him)
"Mentire, sei sempre stata brava. Te l'ho detto una volta e te lo ripeto, sei solo una puttanella di lusso, deve essere emozionante, che bella reputazione che ti stai facendo." (Lying, you have always been good at it. I told you once and I repeat it, just a luxury hoe, must be exciting, what a reputation you are making up)
I try to stay calm, 'don't show them' Lewis told me once 'if you are angry don't show them, especially if there is a camera around', I know he is right so I keep breathing and I try to keep a straight face.
"Il prossimo chi sarà? Max? Con lui faresti carriera, no aspetta passi ai team principal?" (Who's going to be the next one? Max? Good move for your career, no wait, are you switching to the team principals?)
"Problems?" I turn around and see George.
"Russell, Bella scelta, pensavo fossi amica della sua ragazza, ma mi sembra anche molto logico" (Russell, nice call, I thought you were a friend of his girlfriend, but it's always logic)
"I don't speak Italian sorry" he looks at me "you good?" He says touching my arm.
"Yes"
"Guardali già in sintonia" (Look how they already get along)
"Excuse me, we need to leave, I need my engineer" George says looking at them.
"Vai pure, cara, aspetto la parte due del video però" (Go honey, but I'm waiting for the second part of the video)
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Red Silver
FanfictionSEASON ONE "You're like red silver" Toto says. "What do u mean?" I am confused. "You have always been silver, just red painted at the beginning. The paint is gone and you're one of us now, a silver star, Lewis favourite silver star" he smiles. SEA...
